really enjoyed coming up with the perfect blends of essential oils for them.
I took out my very favourite bath treats and lined them up on the side of the tub. Just the sight of them made me feel better, and when I poured a big slug of mandarin bath foam under the running water, the whole room filled with such a punchy burst of citrus it made my head spin.
I got in and washed with my home-made soap, breathing in its delicious jasmine and ylang-ylang smell (sometimes I use formulas from books or the net, but thatâs one of the recipes I made up completely by myself). Then I lay back with the last bit of my blueberry face mask on, which seemed to be okay even though it had been out of the fridge for a day. I closed my eyes and let the beautiful aromas swirl around me.
When I sat up again half an hour later and reached for my olive grain foot scrub (my poor feet needed it after spending all day in the soggy brown loafers) I felt a lot better. A week. We had a week. It wasnât long, but perhaps it would be long enough.
On Thursday morning I made double-sure I had my make-up bag with me before leaving the flat. Even though it was hot and sunny, I wasnât taking any risks. Luckily, Iâd persuaded Mum to just let me wear my black skirt and plain white shirt as uniform, until I could get over to Summerâs and try on some of her stuff. Grace backed me up about everyoneâs casual gear, although she also said I looked like a waitress and that sheâd stick with the pea-green look, thanks very much.
Just as Grace and I reached the school gate, a shiny motorbike came roaring up.
âWow, cool, whoâs that?â I gasped. Grace tutted and informed me that she didnât have time to stand around ogling boys (yes, she did actually use that word!). Then she hurried off to get some books from the library before the bell went.
The boy on the back of the bike got off and took off his helmet. My stomach did a full 360-degree flip when I saw it was Marco. Then it flipped right back again as the slim girl rider, who was dressed all in leathers, took off her own helmet and shook out her long dark hair, just like you see in films. Erm, next question: who was
that
?
Before I knew it, sheâd stowed Marcoâs helmet, given him a quick hug and a kiss on the cheek, put her helmet back on and roared away. And now he was coming towards me. He looked even more gorgeous than before (if that was even possible!) in a vintage leather jacket. I tried to aim for a laid-back teasing tone, the way Summer talks to him. âSo, is that your girlfriend then?â I said. âShe must be at least seventeen to ride. Got yourself an older woman, have you?â Argh! It sounded more like an interrogation.
To my surprise, he looked embarrassed. âMuch older,â he mumbled. âThat was my mum.â
âYour mum?â I gasped. âOMG, did she have you when she was twelve?!â
He shrugged. âSixteen.â
âIâm so relieved it wasnât your girlfriend!â I cried before I could stop myself. ARGH! What an idiot! âBecauseâ¦ermâ¦youâve got your GSCEs starting next year so you need to focus on that, and the band and everythingâ¦â I mumbled lamely.
He grinned. âDonât worry, Abs, Iâve only got eyes for you,â he said, flinging his arm round me.
I laughed and nudged him hard, trying to act like it was just friendly mucking around. You know, as if my knees werenât about to give way at any moment.
âIs your dad into bikes too, then?â I managed to ask.
It was just for something to say, but Iâd obviously hit a nerve. Marcoâs arm dropped to his side and the smile fell from his face. âHeâs not around much,â he mumbled. âI mean, he is, but⦠Him and Mum have been on and off for years. He comes and goes. Goes, mainly.â
âOh, right,â I said. He looked so awkward that I didnât