into gutter Spanish that questioned everything from Noreenâs parentage to her immediate future, eloquently.
âOh, please, let me explain!â sheâd pleaded, in tears as she realized what must have happened to Isadora, poor Isadora, all alone and desperately ill. âPlease, it wasnât my fault! Let me tell youâ¦!â
âGet out of my apartment!â Ramon had raged, in English now that heâd exhausted himself of insults. âIâll hate you until I die for this, Noreen. Iâll never forgive you as long as I live! You let her die!â
Sheâd stood there, numb with shock and weakness, as he strode out behind the ambulance, his face white and drawn.
Later, at the funeral home, Noreen had tried to talk to her aunt and uncle, but her aunt had slapped her and her uncle had refused to even look at her. Ramon had demanded that she be removed from the premises and not allowed to return.
She hadnât been allowed at the service, either. She was an outcast from that moment until just recently, when inexplicably, her aunt and uncle had invited her for coffee just before her uncleâs birthday. Ramonâs attitude had been one of unyielding hatred.
Her feelings of guilt were only magnified by the attitude of Isadoraâs husband and parents. Eventually she realized that nothing was going to excuse her part in what had happened, and sheâd accepted her guilt as if she deserved it. Her work had become her life. She never asked for anything from her relatives again. Not even for forgiveness.
Chapter Three
I t had been a long morning and Ramon was worn to the bone. Heâd already done one meticulous bypass operation and a valve was scheduled first thing after lunch. It should have been his day off, but he was covering at OâKeefe for one of the other surgeons who was sick with a bad case of the flu.
He carried his tray into the cafeteria dining room and looked around the crowded area, hoping for an empty table, but there wasnât one. The only empty spot he glimpsed was at a table occupied by Noreen. He glared at her over his salad plate and coffee.
Noreen dropped her eyes back to her plate, furious with herself for flushing when he looked at her. Heâd take his salad out to the small canteen adjoining the cafeteria and sit on the floor before heâd join her, and she knew it. If only she could outrun her own hated feelings for the horrible man. If only it didnât matter what he thought of her.
She almost dropped her fork when, without asking, he put his coffee and plate down on the table across from her, pulled out a chair and sat down.
He saw her surprise and was almost amused by it. He spread his napkin in his lap, took the plastic lid from his salad plate and picked up his own fork.
âWould sitting on the floor have been too obvious?â she asked in a faintly dry tone.
His dark gaze pinned hers for an instant before he bent his head toward a forkful of tuna salad.
âYou do that so well,â she remarked.
âDo what?â he asked.
She finished a mouthful of fruit and sat back in her chair. âSnub me,â she said. âI suppose I irritated you from the day we met, just by being alive.â
âDonât talk nonsense,â he murmured deeply, and sipped his coffee. He glanced at the clock. âI thought you went to lunch at half-past noon.â
She crossed her long legs in their white knit slacks. âI usually do. But you werenât supposed to be operating at OâKeefe today,â she explained.
His black eyes twinkled a little. âYou avoid me, then?â
âOf course I avoid you,â she replied tersely. âThatâs what you want me to do. You donât even have to say it.â She stared into her black coffee, idly noting that he took his coffee black, too.
His gaze ran over her averted profile. She wasnât pretty, as Isadora had been. But she was slender and had a