really pleased, because my parents had drummed it into me that I had to keep working hard throughout my time at Silver Spires, otherwise there was a chance I might have my scholarship taken away. And it was only because of the scholarship that I was at the school in the first place. I remember when we were buying my uniform, Mum kept on biting her lip and frowning as she looked at the prices of the different items, because it all seemed so expensive and we still had the PE kit to buy. Poor Mum. I was determined never to do anything except my total best in lessons, so then I wouldnât risk losing my precious scholarship.
Of the girls in my dorm, I was the only one to be put in all top sets. The others were in a mixture of top, middle and bottom, except for Antonia, who was in all bottom sets. That was only because of her problem with the language though. Iâd heard Mrs. Pridham explaining to her that as she got better at English, her teachers would be able to assess her better and she might find she changed sets. In the meantime she would get lots of extra help with her English. And it was true, she was already understanding much more of what we all said. Suki wasnât in the same set as me for anything, thank goodness, so that was one worry I could strike off my list.
And soon I was able to strike off another one. As far as lessons were concerned, I felt as though I was fitting in fine, and I certainly wasnât the only one to be in all top sets. I still didnât want anyone to find out about my scholarship, though, but at least no one thought I was geeky or odd. And then once, when the six of us were in our dorm together, all sitting cross-legged on our beds, Izzy actually said to the others, âIsnât it great that weâve got Nicole in Emerald? Iâm very proud of your big brain, Nicole!â
âYes, weâve got our own personal factfinder and problem solver!â said Bryony.
I felt a bit embarrassed. âAs long as you donât think Iâm showing off or anythingâ¦â I mumbled.
âNo!â they all chorused loudly.
âNo way,â added Emily.
Then Antonia echoed, âNo way,â and we all laughed, because it was the first time weâd ever heard her use such an English phrase. I probably laughed the loudest, because I was so happy that she was joining in, especially with a kind of compliment to me.It was difficult to work Antonia out. Most of the time she seemed quite aloof with everyone, but I couldnât help feeling it was all of the time that she was aloof with me, and I felt anxious again that weâd got off to a bad start in the dining hall.
Meanwhile, the big problem about what to wear for the party wouldnât go away, although there was one piece of good news that I was clinging to like mad. At lunchtime on Thursday, Sasha suddenly started talking about a shopping trip at the weekend.
âItâll be really cool. We get to go in the school minibuses and weâre free to wander round on our own as long as weâve got at least one other person with us. Iâm going to buy some shoes for the party, because I donât like the ones Iâve got all that much.â
âHow do you know about the shopping trip?â I asked.
âYes, why didnât we know anything about it?â asked Bryony.
âItâs on the noticeboard,â said Izzy. âBut Sash and I also heard some of the Year Eights talking about it in the common room last night. They said there are shopping trips just about every weekend, and the Year Sevens are always desperate to go, but by the time you get to Year Eight, youâre not that bothered any more.â
âIâd love to go,â I said, thinking that this was the perfect solution to my problem. Iâd simply buy a new dress or new trousers or a new top. Immediately after Iâd had the thought I started to feel guilty, though, because I didnât have all that