picture of the fine man on the white horse.
These days, though, it was a different kindâadventure stories of some sort. She read the title slowly out loud, sounding out the lettersââ The-Green-Aven-ger-of-the-Fields. â Knowing he would like that, and indeed he beamed at her, a great, delighted childâs smile.
Sweet, sweet boy, as sweet as the berryâ
She forgot sometimes how young he still was. Dark-eyed child, with his big book, sneaking a look back at its pages even now. It was he who had taught her what reading she knew. Nearly fourteen, still without so much as fuzz on his smooth, almond-shaped cheeks but so serious at times that he seemed much older. His body already as taut and muscled as a manâs, from the full dayâs work he put in whenever his father could find it for him. Taller than she was now, and as black as his fatherâdarker by far than her other four children, who were more the color of coffee cut with milk.
She feared for his color. She always feared for him when Billy took him out on jobs. Knowing how the dockworkers and the street cleaners would spit and curse at him for his darkness. Knowing that he could not walk for more than a block without some hard word. She couldnât stand that for her boy, her favorite, she knew, though she tried to deny to herself that she had any such thing.
âItâs not so bad for him,â Billy would tell her. âBetter that heâs black like that. Itâs the mixinâ they donâ like. Itâs the thought of how that happens, makes âem crazy.â
The boy would only smile again, proud to do a manâs work. But she knew how it hurt him. She could see the fear and the bewilderment in his eyes, the way he shied when he saw any group of Irish toughs coming down the street. How he flinched from their curses. Hey, nigger. Hey, contrabandâ
His father cursed him when he saw that, telling him to walk like a man, but she considered that useless and foolhardy advice. Ruth onlywished there was some way she could protect him. Instead, she ended up depending on him to keep the other children in line, help her with the chores and errands when he wasnât working. He was such a trustworthy child, had always been so, reliable beyond his years.
âI have to go out now. To get the waterââ
âIâll go do thatââ
He was already putting down his book, ready to go in a moment.
âNo!â she told him, more quickly than she wanted to, trying to keep her fear off him. âNo, I donât want you to bother yourself.â
She smiled at him, tried to make light of her own anxiety. âItâs just to the pump, anyhow, and I got to have a talk with Deirdreââ
âAll right,â he said evenly, from behind his book, its wild, melodramatic cover. Two men fighting with sabres over a prostrate womanâone of them, no doubt the avenger himself, swathed from head to toe in green.
âAll right,â he repeated, seemingly accepting everything she said on the face of it. âIâll get breakfast.â
But he was too smart, Ruth knew. She could see from his eyes that he knew something more was going on.
âGo ahead anâ read for a bit yet,â she said, trying to distract him. âYou can let these sleep, no sense gettinâ âem up yet.â
She looked over at the others, the younger onesâMana and Elijiah, Vie and Frederick. Still asleep in their beds and cots piled around the small room, drooling and whimpering fitfully in the heavy heat. She couldnât help leaving him with a final warning, even though he didnât need it, even though she knew it would only alert him the more.
âWhatever you do, though, donât let âem go out. Yâhear me now?â
âAll right.â
The eyes solemn as a bishopâs, watching and waiting. She made a decision. There was no hiding anything from the boy, she