with it. He did not know what to
say, what to do, where to look. He said: "I ... must catch the train."
She regained her composure quickly. "Yes. You must hurry."
He looked at her a moment longer, but she would not meet his eyes. He
said: "Um ... good-bye."
She nodded dumbly.
He went out. He put on his hat in the hall, then let Pritchard open the
front door for him. The dark-blue Mercedes stood on the gravel drive,
gleaming in the sunshine. Pritchard must wash it every morning before I
get up, Hamilton thought.
The conversation with Ellen had been most peculiar, he decided, as they
drove to the railway station. Through the window he watched the play of
sunlight on the already-browning leaves, and ran over the key scenes in
his mind. I want to love you, she had said, with the emphasis on you.
Talking of the things he had sacrificed for the business, she had said
and God knows what else.
I want to love you, not someone else. Was that what she meant? Had he
lost the fidelity of his wife, as well as his health? Perhaps she simply
wanted him to think she might be having an affair. That was more like
Ellen. She dealt in subtleties. Cries for help were not her style.
After the six-month results, he needed domestic problems like a
creditors' meeting.
There was something else. She had blushed when Pritchard asked if she
would be using the car; then, hastily, she had said Pritchard drives me.
Hamilton said: "Where do you take Mrs. Hamilton, Pritchard?"
"She drives herself, sir. I make myself useful around the house--there's
always plenty--" "Yes, all right," Hamilton . "This isn't a
time-and-motion study. I was only curious."
His ulcer stabbed him. Tea, he thought: I should drink milk in the
morning.
HERBERT CHIESEMAN switched on the light, silenced the alarm clock,
turned up the volume of the radio which had been playing all night, and
pressed the rewind button of the reel-to-reel tape recorder.
Then he got out of bed.
He put the kettle on, and stared out of the studio apartment window
while he waited for the seven-hour tape to return to the start. The
morning was clear and bright. The sun would be strong later, but now it
was chilly. He put on trousers and a sweater over the underwear he had
worn in bed, and stepped into carpet slippers.
His home was a single large room in a North London Victorian house which
was past its best.
The furniture, the Ascot heater, and the old gas cooker belonged to the
landlord. The radio was Herbert's. His rent included the use of a
communal bathroom and most important--exclusive use of the attic.
The radio dominated the room. It was a powerful VHF receiver, made from
parts he had carefully selected in half a dozen shops along Tottenham
Court Road. The aerial was in the roof loft. The tape deck was also
homemade.
He poured tea into a cup, added condensed milk from a tin, and sat at
his work table. Apart from the electronic equipment, the table bore only
a telephone, a ruled exercise book, and a ballpoint pen. He opened the
book at a clean page and wrote the date at the top in a large, cursive
script.
Then he reduced the volume of the radio and began to play, the night's
tape at high speed. Each time a high-pitched squeal indicated that there
was speech on the recording, he slowed the reel with his finger until he
could distinguish the words. car proceed to Holloway Road, the bottom
end, to assist PC Ludlow Road, West Five, a Mrs. Shaftesbury--sounds
like a domestic, Twenty-One. Inspector says if that Chinese is still
open he'll have chicken-fried rice with ... Holloway Road get a move on,
that Pc's in trouble..
Herbert stopped the tape and made a note. reported bw of a house--that's
near Wimbledon Common, Jack ..." Eighteen, do you read ..
any cars that are free to assist Fire Brigade at twenty-two Feather
Street
Herbert made another