already been through this. It was exactly like me. I walked out on two other men before Linc. Itâs a pattern.â
âTrue, but they werenât Lincoln Billings. With Linc you had it made.â
âSugar, stop it, youâre not selling me a house. The only reason Linc wanted to marry me was because I was a challenge and he was bored. Once the challenge wore off heâd have grown bored again and Iâd have joined the ranks of all his other exes.â
âWell, hon, youâre probably right about thatâ¦but, Haley, you wouldâve had it made for a little while. Iâm telling you, Iâd have grabbed him up so fastââ
âStop it, Sugar.â Haley couldnât help smiling. Sugar was Sugar, her assistant by day but an aspiring actress on the side. If Haley thought she was in a cutthroat business, Sugar could really tell some horror stories. Sheâd bought into the whole Hollywood scene and was constantly auditioning for parts looking for her big break, knowing that every day that passed was another day taking her further away from her dream. But she was sweet and endearing, and Haley worried about her. Still, right now Haley just needed her to be her assistant and take instruction without all this chatter. âSugar, I donât want to talk about Linc anymore. I talked to him before calling you and all is well. Heâs fine, Iâm fine, so drop it.â
âOh, all right,â she huffed into the line. âSo if thatâs not whatâs got you so tied in knots, what is it? You just donât sound like yourself, Haley.â
She didnât feel like herself, but she didnât tell her friend that. âLook, Sugar, Iâm fine. Just keep your eyes and ears open, and if any spectacular opportunities arise that I need to know about call me. Cell phones are worthless here, but leave a message on the machine and Iâll get back to you.â
They said their goodbyes and, as soon as the line went dead, Haley felt isolated. Sugar was her connection to the world sheâd come to know. The world sheâd worked hard to belong to. So if that was true, then why was she back here in Mule Hollow? Why was she feeling so unsettled?
Haley covered her face with her hands then raked them through her hair as she stared out Applegateâs kitchen window toward the barn. In a simpler time, sheâd loved it here. Being homeschooled and living in a travel trailer was normal for many kids whose fathers worked the pipeline and whose mothers chose to travel with them. However, her parents chose to let her live with her grandparents because sheâd loved it there so much when she was younger. But as a teen sheâd grown restless and dreamed of more. Looking back, she realized that those dreams had overshadowed her love of the small-town life. Still sheâd needed to leave. She knew that now. Sheâd had to prove herself by following her dreams. No matter what it had cost her.
Which was all the more reason for the turmoil she was feeling.
She might not be certain about why sheâd come home, or why sheâd felt the urgent need to come directly here after calling off her wedding, but she knew that she didnât regret having left Mule Hollow. She regretted only having hurt Will Sutton. And, she had to admit, the way heâd hurt her.
Not that it really mattered anymore, since theyâd both moved on with their lives and it was obvious that he didnât want anything more to do with her.
Still he had hurt her badly. The pain had dulled over the years but it had taken time. Time to get past the questions that would sneak up on her when she least expected them. Questions such as why hadnât Will loved her enough to believe in her? To come after her? Sure, a person could ask, Why hadnât she loved him enough to stay? But things had been complicated. Sheâd only been in her junior year of high school when they started
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