her.
âEmily, if you keep looking at me like that, Iâm going to get the notion you want me to kiss you.â
âI donât.â
âThen stop staring at my mouth.â
âWhat would you like me to stare at, Travis?â
âThe water,â he snapped. âStare at the water. You sure you donât want me to kiss you?â
The conversation was doing strange things to her. She couldnât seem to catch her breath. She knew she was daring the devil, but she couldnât make herself look away from him. She wasnât at all interested in staring at the water; she wanted to continue to stare at him. What was the matter with her?
âIt probably wouldnât be proper for you to kiss me. Iâm going to be married soon.â
âYou have no business marrying a stranger, Emily.â
âWhy do you care what I do?â
He didnât have a ready answer for the question. âI get bothered when someone does something I consider stupid.â
âAre you calling me stupid?â
âIf the hat fits . . .â
Five
N either one of them said another word until they reached Billingsâs way station. Henry came outside the rectangular log cabin to meet them. He was a middle-aged man, as bald as a rock, and just about as talkative. He greeted Emilyâat least she thought he didâbut he mumbled so, she couldnât make out a word he said. He wouldnât look at her either. He motioned her to follow him inside and showed her where she would sleep by pointing toward a closed door.
The main room had bunk beds lined against every wall. A long wooden table with benches on either side was in the center near a potbellied stove.
Travis acted as though he and Henry were good friends. During supper, he filled him in on all the latest news. Emily didnât say a word. She sat close to Travisâs side at the table and tried to eat the foul-smelling soup sheâd been offered. She couldnât get any of it down though, and since the proprietor wasnât paying any attention to her, she ate the brown bread and goatâs milk instead and left the soup alone.
She excused herself as soon as she finished, but when she reached the door to her bedroom, she turned back to Travis.
âWill we reach Golden Crest tomorrow?â
He shook his head. âNo, the day after,â he said. âWeâll stay with John and Millie Perkins tomorrow night. They rent out rooms in their home.â
She told both men good night then and went to bed. Travis didnât see her again until she came outside the following morning with her satchel in her hands. She was wearing a pink dress with a matching sweater. The color suited her, and damn, but she was getting prettier and prettier.
He wanted to kiss her. He frowned instead and made a silent vow not to get near her today. He would keep the talk impersonal, no matter how much she provoked him.
The dayâs journey turned out to be extremely pleasant. Emily obviously didnât want to argue either, so the topics they ended up discussing were of a philosophical nature.
She confessed to being a voracious reader. He suggested she read The Republic. âItâs all about justice,â he explained. âI think youâll like it. I did. Mama Rose gave me a leather-bound copy along with a journal, and theyâre my most prized possessions.â
âWhy did she give you a journal?â
âShe told me it was for me to fill with my accounts of all the cases I defend. She said that when Iâm ready to retire, she wants me to be able to hold The Republic in one hand and the journal of my experiences in the other. Itâs her hope that the two will balance.â
âLike the scales of justice,â Emily whispered, impressed by the wisdom of Travisâs mother.
She began to question him about Platoâs work, and they debated justice and the law well into the afternoon. He