been disappointed over the news, shouldnât she?
Then why did she feel as though sheâd just been given a stay of execution?
âCold feet,â she whispered.
âWhat did you say?â Travis asked.
She shook her head. âNothing important,â she said.
She wasnât about to tell him the truth. She wouldnât look at him either because she was certain he would be able to see the relief in her eyes. Travis already thought she was out of her mind to want to marry a complete stranger, and, honest to Pete, she was beginning to think he might be right.
Perhaps she was having before-the-wedding jitters. Some brides did, didnât they? Yes, of course they did, and all she needed to do now was read Mr. OâTooleâs letters again. She was sure to feel better then. The man she was going to marry had poured his heart out to her and had proven beyond a doubt that he was a sensitive, caring man who would love and cherish her until death did they part. What more could she ever want from a husband?
Love, she admitted with a sinking heart. She wanted to love him as much as he claimed to already love her.
âYou arenât getting sick on me, are you, Emily?â
âNo, I never get sick. Why do you ask?â
âYouâre awfully pale.â
âIâm just disappointed,â she lied. âYou must be disappointed too. It seems youâre stuck with me for a couple of days. Will you mind?â
âNo. Why are you so anxious to get to Golden Crest?â
âI should be, shouldnât I?â
âDid you love Randolph?â
The question jarred her. âWhat made you think of Randolph?â
He shrugged. âDid you?â
âI might have.â
âWhat kind of answer is that? Did you like the way he kissed you?â
âFor heavenâs sake, it isnât appropriate for you to ask me such personal questions. Itâs going to rain soon, isnât it?â
âYes, it is,â he agreed. âAnswer my question.â
She let out a loud sigh to let him know she was becoming irritated with him before she finally acceded to his request.
âI didnât like or dislike them. His kisses were all right, I suppose.â
He laughed.
âWhat did I say that you find so amusing?â
He didnât explain. Her answer had pleased him though. She hadnât liked being touched by good old Randolph if his kisses were just âall right.â
âWhere will we stay tonight?â she asked, trying to turn his attention so he wouldnât ask her any more personal questions.
âWeâll have to backtrack a couple of miles and stay at Henry Billingsâs way station. The foodâs bad, but the beds are clean and dry, and if we hurry, we should get there before the rain starts. What are you staring at, Emily?â
âYour eyes,â she blurted out, blushing because sheâd been caught in the act. âTheyâre very green. Did your brothers tease you when you were a little boy?â
âTease me because of the color of my eyes?â
âNo, because . . .â She realized what she was about to say and felt her face burn with mortification. Lord above, sheâd almost asked if heâd been teased because he was so absolutely perfect. Thereâd be no living with him if she said that, she realized, and the rest of their journey would be filled with one vexing remark after another. She had already noticed he had a tendency toward arrogance.
âTease me about what?â he asked again.
She stared up at him while she tried to come up with a suitable and impersonal remark.
âBeing tall,â she said.
He looked exasperated. âI wasnât tall when I was a child. I was short. Most children are.â
âIf you use that condescending tone in the courtroom, youâre going to be a dismal failure. Itâs just a suggestion,â she added when he frowned at