up inside me. Itâd be perfect! I raced into the girlsâ bathroom, unlocked the window behind the last toilet in the row of cubicles, flushed and ran out again. Huddled against the wind, Lucy and I kept walking.
âDid you move down to Melbourne just for Ms Ellergrenâs school?â she said.
âYes. And my whole family came too.â Again, I held back from mentioning the NBS audition as the real reason. Instead I told her about Tam hating me, and Mum and Dad and the old rundown house we were renting.
âYour family has weird names.â
âMum says theyâre traditional family names, from Welsh and Celtic ancestors.â
Ahead of us, two girls sat in the corner out of the wind. One of them held a ball that she bounced between her legs. Lucy pointed. âThereâs Jade and Taylor. Jadeâs school captain â she knows everyone and everything. Hey, Jade,â she said, as we reached them. âThis is Brynna.â
Jade was the one with the ball. She glanced at me and didnât say hello, then focused on Lucy. âAre you training tonight?â
The other girl waggled her hand at me, nails covered in sparkly green nail polish. âHi, Iâm Taylor.â
âHi,â I said.
Lucy shook her head. âCanât. If I fell over and got hurt, Mumâd kill me. And then I couldnât audition for ballet.â
âDumb dancing,â Jade said. âWe need you on the team. Come on, pleeease. Otherwise weâll be stuck with Kelly and sheâs hopeless. Canât even catch.â
âIâm sorry, I canât,â Lucy said. âYou know itâs super-important to me.â
I wondered what they were talking about. My guess was netball.
âThursdayâs the first semifinal,â Taylor said.
âShe knows that!â Jade snapped. âSheâs just being mean.â
âIâm not.â Lucy scuffed her shoe back and forth, then she turned to me. âDo you play netball?â
âNo â basketball. With my brothers, mostly.â
âThatâs close.â Lucy sat next to Jade, who was still pouting. âBrynna could play. Sheâd be heaps better than Kelly. Come on, youâre only playing Ashfield. Youâll cream them.â
âMight not. Theyâve got a new coach, I heard. My cousin told me.â She peered up at me. âAre you any good? Can you catch, at least? Defend? You must be able to defend if you play basketball.â
âUm, yeah, I guess.â I pressed my lips together, hard, and folded my arms. I didnât want to get injured either, but I didnât want to use the same excuse as Lucy. Especially when Lucy thought I wasnât going to try to get in the class. I stared down at my feet, feeling like a bug pinned to a board.
âShe can play wing defence,â Taylor said. âThatâd be perfect. She looks pretty tough.â She smiled at me, but I couldnât smile back. I opened my mouth and shut it again. How was I going to get out of this?
âAshfield is tough, too.â Jade wasnât giving me any free passes. âLetâs see how you go first.â She stood up and walked a few paces away from us, then threw the ball at me, hard. I caught it as it hit me in the stomach.
I sucked in a breath, hands stinging, stomach sore. âThanks.â
No apologies from Jade, just a slight sneer on her face. âCourtâs this way,â she said and left us to trail in her wake. I swallowed my annoyance and joined her on the lumpy asphalt court. The other end, where Iâd played hoops with Ricky, wasnât so bad, but this end was cracked, with holes and bumps.
As I sized up the disaster zone they called a netball court, Jade said, âYou gonna pass that or stand there half asleep?â
My head jerked up and I threw the ball, hard and fast, the same way sheâd thrown it at me, and felt a glow of satisfaction at the