turned. She fully understood how vulnerable he must feel at this moment, for she had been every bit as nervous this morning when she tossed aside her pride and begged him to marry her. âYou may get up, dear sir! I assure you I have no intention of turning down your welcome offer, and there are many things we must discuss if we are to marry.â She could scarcely credit her own words. Was this man really to become her husband?
Not without a trickle of affection, she watched as he returned to the sofa and took her hand again. âI wonât expect any settlements,â he said.
She chuckled. âThen you must know Iâm dowryless. I daresay a man in your position knows everybodyâs financial affairs.â
âNot everyoneâs.â
âWhen should you like to be wed?â
He patted his pocket. âIâve a special license. Would tomorrow be too soon?â
âBut . . . tomorrowâs Christmas Eve.â
âChristmas is a time for giving. I can think of no better day to marry.â
She closed her eyes. This was all so unexpected. âYou really do have a special license?â
âI do.â
âYou were that assured I would accept?â
âI wasnât at all assured, my lady, but Iâve schooled myself to always be ready for any eventuality.â
âThen tomorrow is agreeable to me.â
âYou know,â he said with an atypical lack of confidence, âyou donât have to marry me to save your brother. I could negotiate some sort of loan to secure his release.â
She shrugged. âMarrying you is not repugnant to me, Mr. Birmingham. At six and twenty, Iâm too long on the shelf not to leap at the chance of marryingâand Iâm no longer the adolescent idealist who longs for a passionate love match.â
His flashing eyes narrowed as he silently regarded her. She had the feeling he was carefully choosing his words. âYouâll never convince me,â he finally said, âthat your being on the shelf is not of your own choosing. Any man in the kingdom would be only too happy to make you his wife.â
âBut not the one man I had hoped to wed,â she whispered ruefully. She had to bring up Warwick. Everyone knew how thoroughly besotted she had been over the man, how humiliated she had been when he married another. If Mr. Birmingham was to become her husband, he had the right to know everything about her past.
Mr. Birmingham stiffened, and he spoke sternly. âI donât think Iâd like being wed to a woman whoâs in love with another man.â
âPlease be assured, Mr. Birmingham, Iâm no longer in love with Lord Warwick. Iâm just wounded enough to be wary of giving my heart to another man.â
His jaw tightened as his lazy gaze flicked over her. âAnd what of giving your body to another man?â
Her heart nearly pounded out of her chest. She could not believe he was bold enough to speak to her of so delicate a matter. Then it suddenly occurred to her that in a dayâs time she would belong to this man. He would have the right to possess her body. The very thought stole her breath and suffused her in a warm tingling sensation. âIf Iâm to be your wife,â she said, drawing in a deep breath, âI shall belong to you in every way.â
âI shouldnât like for you to close your eyes and pretend Iâm someone else, Fiona.â
Her insides trembled. He had called her by her first nameâa gesture she found as intimate as a kiss. Just as intimate was his allusion to closing her eyes . . . closing her eyes while they made love. At the vision of their two bare bodies entwined, heated blood thundered through her veins. âThere is no other man, Mr. Birmingham.â
âNick,â he growled. âYouâre to call me Nick.â
How intimate Nick seemed. Nicholas would not have been nearly so personal. âI vow . . . Nick,
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