didnât at first. I think it was just one of those noises I was so used to hearing that it barely registered.â
âMaybe weâll get lucky and hear it again,â I say. âWeâre going back on the air now. Robin, give Gabe whatever it takes to keep him on the line. Listen for that sound. Try to identify it. Itâs the only hope we have.â
She doesnât move. She seems frozen.
âAre you all right?â I ask.
Robin Harris runs her fingers through her shining auburn hair.
âIâm fine,â she says. âI just hate that Gabe is being allowed to control the situation.â
Iâm dumbfounded.
âThis isnât about control,â I say. âThis is about finding your daughter. If you gave me your daughterâs class picture, I couldnât pick her out. All I know about Kali is that she has pajamas that she believes are magic and she knows how to sing âYou Are My Sunshine.â Sheâs a stranger to me, but there is nothing I wouldnât do to keep Gabe Ireland on the line because as long as heâs talking to me, heâs not telling your daughter that the injection heâs about to give her wonât hurt a bit.â
Robin Harris stares at me, absorbing what Iâve just said. Then she extends her hands palms up in a gesture of helplessness.
âI donât know how to do this.â
I shake my head.
âYou are the proverbial riddle wrapped in a mystery inside an enigma,â I say. âDr. Harris, I donât get you. How difficult can it be to make Gabe believe that you love your daughter? That your life will be destroyed if anything happens to her? That a six-year-old child deserves to live?â
She turns, so that once again, Iâm confronted with her perfect and distant profile. Iâm not a guy who feels he needs to make a point by pounding the table, but tonight, confronted by the lack of comprehension on Dr. Robin Harrisâs lovely face, I pound the desk.
âJust say the damn words, Robin.â
âI canât beg.â
Disgust rises in my throat.
âThen fake it,â I say. âBecause weâre back on the air.â
CHAPTER TEN
T he music fades, and I flip on my microphone.
âMy name is Charlie Dowhanuik, and this is âThe World According to Charlie D.â If youâve been listening, you know that we have a situation here, so for a while, weâre just going to keep our focus on Gabe and Kali. You know what that means. No phone calls. No emails. No texting. No nothingâunless youâre sure you can help. So, Gabe, howâs it going?â
âFine. Kali and I are playing Candy Land. Kali just drew a snowflake card. That means sheâs earned a visit to Queen Frostineâs iceberg.â
Iâm hoping if I keep it light, I can gain some traction.
âSo for those of us whoâve never been to Queen Frostineâs iceberg, is that good or bad?â I ask.
Gabe laughs softly.
âWhy donât I let you talk to the expert? Kali, my friend Charlie wants to hear about how we play Candy Land. Can you help him out?â
âSure.â Kaliâs voice has the sweet fizz of soda pop. âHi, Charlie,â she says. âSo what do you want to know?â
âI need to know pretty much everything.â My words to Kali seem to form themselves. âI think tonight I need to find Candy Land again,â I say, and the raw yearning in my voice shakes me.
As she explains the game, Kaliâs voice has the breathless cadences of the schoolyard.
âItâs a board game, and itâs kind of baby. Itâs for kids who canât read, and Gabe taught me to read when I was five. Anyway, itâs still fun. Iâll read you the box. It says that Candy Land is âa sweet little game for sweet little folks.â Gabe and I each have a little gingerbread person, and we take our person down the rainbow path, through the