of,â I confessed. âThis is trouble of my own making, and the making of it began when I chose to travel without a map.â
âThatâs quite eloquently put,â the fisherman said.
âIâve been practicing,â I said. âIâve been rehearsing that for the last hour or so, while I was trying to retrace my steps.â
âIn the manner of all lost people.â
âI suppose so.â
âItâs a pity we didnât speak earlier, the first time you arrived here at the dock.â
âI didnât notice you.â
âPerhaps.â
âReally. I didnât.â
âPerhaps you were reluctant to ask directions. Itâs a common failing.â
âNo. Really. I just didnât notice you.â
âAnd yet I have rather an unusual aspect, wouldnât you say?â
âWell, no, not really, to tell the truth. Back home, in Babbington, there are quite a few grizzledââ
âOld salts?â offered the girl.
âYes.â
âHere Iâm considered quite a character,â the fisherman asserted.
âThatâs true,â said the girl.
âWellââ
âI make a considerable contribution to local color.â
âIâm sure.â
âAnd Iâm considered an important source of folk wisdom.â
âThatâs the way it is back at home. There are manyââ
âIf you had asked my advice,â he said, with an unmistakable note of irritation in his voice, âI would have offered you a bit of that wisdom: I would have told you not to try retracing your steps.â
âWhy?â
âRetracing oneâs steps is repeating old errors. Itâs a miserable way to live oneâs life.â
âI only spent a couple of hoursââ
âNow you take me,â he went on. âIâve made mistakes in my lifeâwho hasnâtâbut do I dwell on them, do I keep returning to them and regretting them? No. Certainly not. Whatâs done is done. You canât change the past. You canât go back to the place where things went wrong and make them go right.â
âBut what should he do, Grandfather?â asked the girl.
âYeah,â I said. âWhat should I do?â
âYou should go on from where you are.â
âBut itâs getting dark. It feels late. And Iâve been on the road so long.â
âHow long have you been away from home?â asked the girl, placing a gentle hand on my arm.
âHours,â I said importantly.
âGrandpa,â the girl said to the grizzled fisherman, âthis boy must be tired and hungry. Iâm going to take him home, give him a hot bath, cook him some supper, and tuck him into bed,â and then she simply faded away, vanished, returning to the land of wishful thinking, from which she had materialized for the few moments that sheâd been standing there.
âDid you?â asked the fisherman.
âWhat?â I asked, bewildered by the way the girl had disappeared.
âI said, âYou must have had many adventures,ââ the fisherman repeated. âDid you?â
âHuh?â I said, still befuddled.
âNever mind,â he said. âTime for me to pack up and head for homeâa hot bathâa hearty mealâand a good nightâs sleep.â
I needed a place to stay. Iâd been away from Babbington for only a few hours, but I had already begun to feel the chill of separation. I missed the placeâmy home townâand the people in it. I felt very much alone and in need of someplace that would make me feel, if not at home, at least in a place like home. I had intended from the start to rely on the kindness of strangers, to ask the people I met along the way to give me shelter, and to exploit the good impression that I, a daring young flyboy, was likely to make on the easily awed populace of the towns I would be passing through.