immature, how very Bob of him! She reached out to adjust the branches.
âHi, hon. How was your meeting?â
She yanked her hands back. Of course, that was exactly what he wanted. He was goading her, trying to get her to cave.
She buried the anger, then turned and forced a smile for her husband, who was walking into the room looking very pleased with himself. âGreat. I see you got the tree up,â she added sarcastically.
He gave a faux-modest shrug. âI had a few minutes.â
It looked more like a few seconds. âI suppose you think this is funny,â she said.
He played dumb. âWhat?â
âIs this mess supposed to make me change my mind and rush to the rescue?â
He opened his eyes wide, the picture of middle-aged innocence. How had she managed to stay married to this man all these years without poisoning him?
âYou know, youâre really being immature about this,â she said.
âMe? Whoâs the one who decided out of the blue that she wasnât going to do anything?â
âNot out of the blue. Itâs been building for a long time. This weekend was just the last straw.â
He looked at her like she was a bratty little kid throwing a tantrum. Maybe she was, and maybe she shouldnât have snapped. Menopause was doing strange things to her. But his behaviorâ¦it was simply inexcusable.
He came up to her, wearing a reconciliation smile on that John Grisham look-alike face of his and put his arms around her. âCome on, hon. Letâs forgive and forget and have a nice holiday. Okay? If you want, Iâll even hang the outside lights tomorrow.â
It was tempting. âWell.â
He kissed her. âThis was all ridiculous, and beneath you, anyway.â
Her frustration over his abysmal, uncaring, antisocial attitude was ridiculous? No. Ridiculous was what he had done to a perfectly good tree.
She pulled away. âYou just donât get it, do you? Your whole attitude about the things that are most important to me stinks and Iâm sick of it. You really donât care, and thisâ¦â She waved her hands wildly. ââ¦mess proves it.â Her voice was rising with each word. She was out of control. It felt good.
He studied her. âHon, are you about to have a hot flash?â
âHave all your brains fallen out?â she roared. âWhat kind of thing is that to say?â This man worked with words. He wrote about complex characters. He was supposed to understand people.
âJoy, this isnât you speaking. Itâs your hormones. Here. Why donât you sit down and Iâll get you some eggnog.â
âIâll get my own eggnog, thank you.â
She left him in the living room with the disaster tree. Let it stay that way, she decided as she yanked the eggnog carton from the fridge. It could stand there all month, a testimony to her husbandâs disregard for both the season and his wife. She opened the carton with a savage pull. Let the strike continue.
Three
Carol tried to cheer herself up by humming holiday songs on her way home. It didnât work. She had only a five-minute walk from the Stitch In Time, and it just wasnât enough time for her to lift her sagging spirits.
Her condo was part of The Green, a charming shopping area at the heart of town that sported housing above boutiques, bakeries, and small businesses. During holidays like the Fourth of July, the annual Halloween Trick or Treat Walk, and the Hollydays Fair, those condos were the place to be. Residents got a birdâs-eye view of the revelers and the concert bands that played in the bandstand down below on the actual green. It was handy to be close to shopping, and there was always something to do, someplace nearby where Carol could go and find people to hang out with.
Sometimes, the hanging out made her lonelier, though. Her only son, John, had been killed in a car accident when he was sixteen, and two