she says, laughing.
I can hear my blood pulsing in my ears as I squeeze my eyes shut and force myself to think â can I do it? Can I learn to ski and snowboard in four days? No, she can â t mean this Saturday; can she? âYou mean this Saturday?â
âYes, this Saturday!â she answers, her face absolutely radiant.
My mind is racing. What am I going to do? I can â t learn to ski by Saturday. That â s just crazy! It can â t be done. âNo!â I hear myself yelp. I really, seriously think Iâm going to be sick.
âNo?â she says pulling her head back like Iâve said the craziest thing sheâs ever heard. âIâm sorry â¦â she adds, tapping her finger to her lips, âbut ânoâ is not an acceptable answer. Weâre going this Saturday, end of story.â
Hold it! Did she just say, âend of storyâ? Don â t I have any say in the matter? Doesn â t my opinion count? What if I â m busy? What if I have plans? I have a life you know!
âAnd donât say youâre busy,â Gabby blurts out, âbecause you already told me youâre not.â
âNo I didnât.â
âYes you did.â
âWhen?â
âYesterday, remember? I asked you what you were doing this weekend and you said, âNothing. I have no life.ââ
I bite my lip. âOh yeah.â
âAnd this is way more fun than nothing, right?â
Yeah, potentially killing myself sounds way more fun for sure!
âSooooo,â she continues, her face breaking into a huge grin, âwhere are your skis?â Sheâs so excited, her eyes are dancing in their sockets.
Great! She wants to see my skis ⦠my skis! I DONâT HAVE ANY SKIS!
âMy skis?â I say, gnawing at the one fingernail that I have left.
âYes, your skis. I want to see them!â
âWhy do you need to see them?â I ask as calmly as I can manage, which Iâm pretty sure isnât calm at all, because my voice has gone all high-pitched and weird.
âWhy wouldnât I want to see them?â Gabby looks confused. âAre you okay? You sound weird.â
âI do?â I say with a nervous chuckle.
Gabby throws her arms up and laughs. âYes, now will you please show me your stuff?â
âBut why ⦠why do you need to see it?â I squeak. Why won â t she just leave me alone! Make it stop!
âBecause you are an amazing skier and youâre from Vermont, Hannah. Vermont ! Filled with ski villages and ski chalets and ski shops and ski â¦â â (Why does she keep saying ski ?!) â âeverything. I mean you must have tons of stuff that we canât even get here, like super-cool , professional stuff, like stuff they use â¦â she gasps ââ¦. in the Olympics ! Oh, Hannah!â Gabby throws her hand to her chest. âDo you think ââ she takes in a deep breath, ââ youâll ever try out for the Olympic team?â Her eyes are wild with excitement. âI mean youâre probably that good, right? Right!â
â Um ⦠well⦠I donât â¦â I sputter trying to come up with something, ANYTHING , that wonât tip Gabby off to the fact that I am a total fraud ⦠a fake! HOW AM I GOING TO GET OUT OF THIS? I donât ski! I have no gear!
âSo?â Gabby grabs my hands. âAre you that good?â
â Um ⦠well ⦠jeez. I donât think so.â This conversation is a total nightmare!
Gabbyâs lips form a confident smile. â You can ât pull one over on me, Hannah Smart! Youâre just being modest.â
â No ⦠no, Iâm not,â I say, feeling my breath getting short.
âUh huh.â Gabby winks. âNow whereâs your gear? I totally need see it!â
âNo, you donât.â
âHannah, youâre acting weird. I