we go.
“What’s wrong with you, man?” I asked knowing she was about to say some bullshit. She sat up and looked at me with tears in her eyes.
“Why did you bring me here Mykell? You think you accomplished something by fucking me? You claim you’ve changed but I can’t tell. Now I’ve betrayed the one person who’s had my back no matter what. Thanks a lot.”
The shit that just came out her mouth had me boiling. “What the fuck you mean you don’t think I’ve changed? You won’t even give a nigga a chance to prove himself. And fuck that nigga! He wasn’t the one there for you when you were depressed and wouldn’t eat. He wasn’t the one running and picking up yo medicine. He wasn’t the one trying to do anything he could to bring you back to yo normal self.” Fuck she mean?
“Actually he was there. He might not have been there physically because he didn’t want to disrespect you, but he was there emotionally. He called every day to check on me, when I didn’t answer, he would text me. Even though I wouldn’t text back, every day he would text me something to let me know I was on his mind. As far as you being a changed man, I know for a fact that that’s not true because you doing the same thing to Lisa that you did to me! You in a ‘relationship’ with her, but you tricked your ex into coming to a hotel room so you could have sex with her. So please tell me how you’ve changed?”
Damn, no lie, that shit she said about Lisa was true; I understood what she meant, but fuck that. The fact that she would throw what that nigga did for her in my face was just foul. “I tricked you huh? Come on now Reneice; don’t even pull that shit with me. You knew what the fuck was about to go down when I told you to meet me here. Tell the truth, you wanted it just as bad as I did. You still love me just as much as I love you.”
She just dropped her head and looked at the floor. Bingo, I got her ass.
“Mykell , I can’t go there with you. We’re both in relationships. Yes, I love you and I always will, but I’m not in love with you anymore.”
Damn, that was how she felt. Have I lost her for good? “So you’re telling me you don’t want me anymore?”
She just looked at the floor not answering my question. “Reneice,” I used her real name to let her know I was serious. “Answer the damn question!”
“I-I can’t.”
“Why the hell not?”
“I just can’t Mykell, damn!” By that point, she had tears running down her face. I just took her in my arms and held her. After a few minutes, I kissed her forehead, “Go hop in the shower real quick before ol boy get suspicious. I got you some clothes in that bag over there.” I was feeling defeated. I didn’t know what else to do to show her how much I loved her and really wanted to be with her. Maybe we’re really over.
* * *
It had been three weeks since the incident at the hotel and Neicey had been avoiding a nigga like the plague. She wouldn’t answer my calls or text and nobody had seen her. Lisa had been stressing a nigga out. Her ass really thought she was my girl, but I said otherwise. My lil man didn’t even like her and if MJ said you’re a no go, then your ass is a no go. On top of that, Kya’s ass was in her last month of her pregnancy, so she was due any day. She’d been blowing a nigga’s phone up all day, every day. As soon as she popped that baby out, I wanted a DNA test; hands down. That shit was necessary.
Kya
I was due any day and Mykell’s ass was still playing around. I heard his bitch, or should I say ex-bitch, moved in with my cousin. How cute was that? I also heard Mykell got a new bitch. He just didn’t get it. He belonged to me