age. It’s for both of our protection.
My mind wanders further and I start to think about meeting him. Even though we agreed this would strictly be an online relationship, I cannot help but imagine having a man like him in my life. A real man who can be dominant, assertive, nurturing, and loving. I’ve never had that before. Certainly not all of those characteristics in one person. Greg was loving and nurturing, but to the extreme. I got very tired of being the man in that relationship. Greg was just too passive and too willing to let me take the lead. All of the time. It was exhausting after a while. I just could not imagine a lifelong commitment to him. It was nice, but no passion, no spark, no spank! It never would have worked. Although, there are times that I miss him.
Then there was James. No, don’t think about him anymore. All bad memories. Think about Richard. Meeting Richard. I can’t believe I am even thinking about meeting him. I have never wanted to meet anyone I have chatted with online before. Of course, there were only a few interactions. I never had an interest in getting to know them beyond the moment. But Richard is different. I really like him. He’s easy to talk to and so respectful, even when he is using his “dominant tone” with me. If only. Well, no point in thinking about it further. I just want to enjoy what we are doing and live in the moment.
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The next night, I eagerly log onto my computer in hopes that Daddy Dom will be around for a chat. I don’t see any messages, so I bounce around on a few kinky websites, reading stories. By the time the instant chat message pops up, I am horny as hell.
D ADDY D OM: H ELLO, LITTLE ONE. H OW ARE YOU TONIGHT?
L ITTLE S IOBHAN: I AM DOING WELL, D ADDY. H OW ARE YOU THIS EVENING?
D ADDY D OM: V ERY WELL TOO, THANKS FOR ASKING. S O YOU LIKED THE NEGOTIATION FORM? O RGASM CONTROL AND DENIAL WILL BE A CHALLENGE FOR YOU, HUH?
L ITTLE S IOBHAN: Y ES, VERY MUCH SO! T HAT’S JUST HARSH.
D ADDY D OM: H ARSHER THAN BEING SPANKED WITH IMPLEMENTS?
L ITTLE S IOBHAN: Y ES, D ADDY, HARSHER THAN THAT. I WOULD TAKE A CANING OVER ORGASM DENIAL. W ELL, I ’M NOT SURE IF THAT IS REALLY TRUE, SINCE I HAVE NEVER BEEN CANED BEFORE. W E CAN NEGOTIATE THAT, RIGHT?
D ADDY D OM: LOL . W ELL, LITTLE ONE, HERE IS THE THING. Y OU HAVE AGREED TO BE THE SUBMISSIVE IN THIS RELATIONSHIP AND I AM THE D OMINANT. T HAT MEANS WHAT I SAY GOES. I F I SAY NO ORGASM, I EXPECT YOU TO OBEY ME. Y ES, WE CAN NEGOTIATE THINGS THAT ARE CONCERNING TO YOU, BUT REMEMBER THAT, SINCE THIS IS ONLINE, I ONLY HAVE SO MANY PUNISHMENTS AT MY DISPOSAL. O RGASM CONTROL AND DENIAL IS ONE OF THEM. I LOVE TO USE TEASING TO BRING A NAUGHTY BABY GIRL TO THE EDGE AND THEN…NO CLIMAX FOR HER!
L ITTLE S IOBHAN: W ELL, THAT WILL BE A HARD ONE, BUT YOU ARE RIGHT, I DID AGREE TO THIS.
D ADDY D OM: S INCE WE ARE TALKING ABOUT PUNISHMENT, LET’S TALK ABOUT THE RULES. Y OU WILL HAVE RULES TO OBEY AND YOU WILL DOCUMENT THEM AND YOUR ADHERENCE TO THEM IN A JOURNAL. I WILL GIVE YOU THE PARAMETERS FOR YOUR JOURNAL IN A SEPARATE EMAIL AFTER WE CHAT. T HE JOURNAL WILL BE THE BASIS OF YOUR ACCOUNTABILITY TO ME. Y OU CAN SET IT UP ANY WAY YOU WANT USING A W ORD DOCUMENT. Y OU MUST INCLUDE ALL AREAS I REQUIRE IN IT THOUGH. O KAY?
L ITTLE S IOBHAN: I UNDERSTAND, D ADDY. T HIS IS SIMILAR TO A D OMINANT HAVING HIS SUBMISSIVE KEEP A JOURNAL IN A BDSM RELATIONSHIP, RIGHT?
D ADDY D OM: Y ES, LITTLE ONE, BUT THIS WILL HAVE SPECIFIC SECTIONS THAT YOU WILL KEEP UPDATED. W E WILL REVIEW YOUR PROGRESS REGULARLY. D OES THAT ANSWER YOUR QUESTION?
L ITTLE S IOBHAN: Y ES, I THINK SO. I CANNOT BELIEVE HOW MUCH FUN THIS IS.
D ADDY D OM: T HAT’S THE POINT OF IT ALL, BABY GIRL. O NE LAST THING BEFORE WE SIGN OFF. I WANT YOU TO CHANGE YOUR HANDLE FROM L ITTLE S IOBHAN TO B ABY GIRL. T HAT’S YOU. Y OU ARE MY BABY GIRL! D O IT BEFORE THE NEXT TIME WE CHAT.
L ITTLE S IOBHAN: O KAY, D ADDY. I WILL DO WHAT YOU ASK.
D ADDY D OM: G OOD