ajar. In the dim light, Leifr saw
intertwining serpent designs that seemed to move in the dancing
firelight, writhing up and down the doorposts and across the panels of
the door. Leifr gazed at them, hesitating a moment, while Thurid
coughed with impatience, eyeing him with a knowing simper.
“You needn’t be so nervous,” he said. “Fridmundr is beyond all
anger and disappointment now. I believe he has quite forgiven you for
the blot upon the family’s name.“
Leifr spared him a cursory scowl and stepped into the room
beyond, mustering all his wits for the ordeal that awaited him; the
effort resulted in a very stiff and appropriately anxious demeanor.
A large, carved chair stood near the fire, and a tall, raddled figure
drooped listlessly between the two heavy dragons’ heads ornamenting
the foreposts. Completely white, his hair and beard covered his
shoulders and chest in a straggling mane, and he raised his head with
the fierce weariness of an aged lion at the sound of footsteps. His eyes,
white with cataracts, glowed like the eerie phosphorescence of foxfire
as they probed blindly at the two dim shapes that stood before him.
“You’re lucky,” whispered Thurid. “Usually he’s not much aware
of his surroundings.”
“Thurid? Who’s that with you? A messenger?” Fridmundr’s
voice, still deep and mellow, reminded Leifr of his real father, and
his throat constricted, rebelling against the lies.
“I have news. It’s Fridmarr, your banished son,” Thurid said
somberly, relishing his role as the bearer of news, whether good or bad.
Fridmundr stiffened. “Not dead, I hope,” he said with a tremor in
his voice.
“No, no. Fridmarr is here, as poor and ragged as a traveling
come to beg your forgiveness for his past crimes
beggar. He has
and bring joy to your household once more.” The last words
bore a spiteful sting, and Thurid bestowed a sharp glance upon
Leifr and a nudge to urge him forward.
“Fridmarr!” The foxfire glow intensified to an amazing, pure
radiance. “The Rhbus are kind to me in my last days. Is it true? Speak,
if it is so!”
“It’s true,” Leifr croaked reluctantly. “I am here.”
Fridmundr reached out with his long leathery hands. “Come
closer and let me touch your face, my dear boy, so I can know you’re
really here. I think it is another dream.” His voice quivered, and a tear
started its tortuous course down his eroded cheek, disappearing swiftly
into a hundred channels.
“It’s not a dream. I have returned.” Leifr knelt beside the
old Alfar’s footstool and let trembling fingers touch his face lightly,
never having experienced a more uncomfortable moment in his
recent history.
Fridmundr’s gaze faltered upward and seemed to fasten
on a point somewhere among the dark rafters overhead. He slowly
sank back in his chair, his strength ebbing.
“You are changed,” he said softly. “You have endured much, but
your travels have left you wiser. Your influence no longer leaps out like
a flame to disorder your life. It has gone inward to some far, deep place
of darkness and doubt—” His voice trailed away and his brow knotted
in consternation. “Thurid, you must do something to help Fridmarr. His
powers are all beyond his reach. Promise me you’ll stay by him to
protect him. He has a great endeavor before him. He is going to reclaim
the honor of his name.”
Thurid flashed Leifr a skeptical glance. “My lord, I shall be most
happy to help Fridmarr in any way I can. In spite, I might add, of some
of his past performances.”
“He has changed,” Fridmundr whispered.
“Changed, yes, I daresay that’s so,” Thurid replied in an agitated
tone. “But Sorkvir hasn’t changed. He won’t be glad to see Fridmarr
back again. I don’t see how Fridmarr can extricate himself from his old
troubles, especially if he’s let his powers slip away from him—and
after all the lessons I gave him as a boy. It must