hands.
âBye-bye time!â Maya was squealing.
Yolie had established a hello and good-bye ritual that Maya loved, which made transition times a lot easier.
âBye, Maya!â Yolanda cried, a big grin on her face.
âBye, Yolie!â
âBye, Mommy!â Yolie said.
âBye, Yolie,â Melanie replied.
But Melanieâs heart wasnât in it, and Yolie was too observant not to notice.
âAre you okay?â she asked Melanie.
âTough day at work. Iâll be fine now that Iâm with her.â
Yolie scrutinized Melanie like she might decide not to leave Maya with her. âYou sure? Because I can stay awhile. Andres is working on an article tonight anyway.â
âPositive. Iâm going to give her a bath. You go home and have a nice night.â
A few minutes later, Maya was splashing in the water playing withher plastic doll. She was a perfect little doll herselfâbig brown eyes shining, chubby cheeks glisteningâand she was the most important thing in Melanieâs life. They had a deal. Melanie worked long hours, but when she got home, she belonged to Maya. Somehow, she found energy and cheerfulness to show to Maya, no matter what had happened at work that day. Unfortunately, todayâs events were presenting a bit of a challenge. Melanie sat on the closed toilet seat, calling on every ounce of concentration just to stop herself from staring off into space.
âMama, see the baby.â
âSheâs beautiful, just like you,â Melanie said, injecting extra perkiness into her voice. Kids sensed from your tone if you were upset about something.
âMama look, babyâs swimming!â
âWhat a good swimmer she is. Mommyâs going to get you swim lessons this summer, too. I bet youâll love it.â
As Maya played in the water, Melanieâs mind started wandering, and a sigh escaped before she could catch it.
âMommyâs sad?â Maya asked, looking up. She reached out with a wet hand, and Melanie leaned over so Maya could pat her cheek.
âNope, Iâm happy when Iâm with you,â Melanie said.
Reassured, Maya went back to her doll. But Melanie was fibbing. Of course she was sad. A few hours ago on the sidewalk, Lester Poe had been blown apart and Melanieâs life had changed. She couldnât say for sure what sheâd expected from that relationship, but sheâd expected something. She recalled the dinner Lester had taken her to last summer. The restaurant was a sleek box carved from lavish materials. Copper floor. Teak walls. Snowy linen tablecloths laid with precious china and silver. And from every window, the lights of the city at their feet. Sheâd been nervous at first. Lester was famous, and besides, she wasnât quite sure what he wanted with her. Supposedly this was a recruiting dinner, but when theyâd metâat a cocktail partyfor a political candidate whoâd been under investigationâsheâd felt the chemistry. She suspected that his interest in her was more than professional.
âSo I read your résumé,â Lester said as he filled her wineglass. âYou know we both went to Harvard?â
âI did know. I looked you up in Martindale-Hubbell.â
âI hated it there. I was such a nobody.â
âI canât believe you were ever a nobody.â
âWell, at first anyway. A poor Jewish kid from Brooklyn trying to keep up with the rich prep school boys. It toughened me up. Sink or swim, and I swam.â
âIt was still like that when I was there. Everybody else was so connected, and if you didnât fit in, too bad. People were rich . Me, I couldnât afford a sandwich in Harvard Square. I did dorm crew to pay my tuition.â
âYou cleaned toilets?â
âYeah, didnât you? I thought all the scholarship kids did.â
âDidnât need to. An uncle of mine was a bookie in Dorchester. I worked as