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bad luck began the year I was born. The barley crop failed, and that setback was followed by an unusually harsh winter that killed off our largest sow. Since then there had been blight that killed our fruit trees, a sickness that went through our poultry, not to mention a heartbreaking series of crop failures. By the summer when I was working on my cloak, there was so little to go around that it didn’t seem right to be hunting chanterelles for Widow Hautzig; nor was there much time for weaving, other than that which was strictly necessary. We were all working so hard just to keep from starving. And there was no extra wool for spinning.
    For a long time I had been in the habit of scrounging for tufts of wool. I would find them stuck to fences and the bark of trees. But it really wasn’t enough, and it was only thanks to Father that I was able to finish my cloak at all. He brought me wool, clumps that he had bargained for from neighbours, and he insisted that I take breaks from chores to go chanterelle hunting with Snurri.
    Widow Hautzig’s tongue grew sharper over the years. She was unsympathetic to our ill fortune, sometimes even openly cruel about it, making nasty remarks about my father’s farming abilities. I would have stopped going altogether had I not been on the verge of finishing my cloak. It was the best piece I had ever made. As our life got worse and worse at the farm, I even thought I might sell it, to bring in badly needed money, but Father wouldn’t hear of it. He said the cloak belonged to me. The next thing I made, he suggested, we would sell.
    I showed the cloak to Neddy first. I met him coming home from Widow Hautzig’s, the material folded in my arms. It was a sunny day, with a brisk autumn wind blowing, and I was feeling a little breathless, irrationally excited about the thing I was carrying.
    He knew at once. And smiled his dear, slow smile. “Show me,” he said simply.
    I started to unfold the cloak, then, impatient, I shook it out. It caught the breeze, billowing up between us. Then it flapped into Neddy’s face and we both laughed. He took hold of his end and I held tight to mine. We lowered the cloak and Neddy saw the pattern for the first time.
    â€œA wind rose,” he said, then realizing, “ your wind rose.”
    I nodded. “Do you think Father will like it?”
    â€œOf course. It is beautiful.”
    I laughed again. I couldn’t help it, for I knew he was right.
    â€œLook,” I said, pulling the cloak downward and gesturing for Neddy to lay it on the grass. “Now I’ll never be lost, no matter how far I travel.” Glancing quickly up at the sun, I pulled off my boots and, in my stockinged feet, positioned myself at the centre of the cloak. “See, I am the compass needle,” I explained somewhat proudly.
    â€œPut it on,” Neddy urged. He took the cloak from me and fastened it at the neck.
    The cloth felt warm and solid and good around me.
    â€œFit for a queen,” Neddy said, holding up the ends and pretending to be my courtier. I laughed, remembering the games we’d played as children; I’d be Queen Rose and he would be my loyal wizard or squire or tutor, whatever role he felt like playing that day.
    Then he let go of the cloak, and the wind grabbed it again. Neddy tried several times to catch hold of it, and we were both laughing until tears came into our eyes.
    It was then I saw the bear. Neddy and I were standing near a thick cluster of whitebeam trees, and it was through the trees that I saw it. That is, I saw its eyes and could make out a faint blur of white fur through the branches. We looked full into each other’s eyes for what seemed a long time. Neddy was still going on about Queen Rose, but his voice faded and I was aware of only those black eyes.
    I should have been frightened, with a large wild animal not fifty feet away, but I was not.

Unafraid.
    Her mouth. A smile.
    Piercing.
    So