inform Phin, he and Joel wonât have to worry anymore, and weâll make a plan to evacuate her fromâfrom the jail,â she amended, so fast she was sure he hadnât heard the vocal stumble.
If she mentioned the Mission had her, Silas wouldnât let her near the situation with a satellite camera and a wish.
âIf I can pinpoint her location and get security details, weâll know exactly where to go and whatâs going on,â she pressed on. âI can get their plans, hear what they intend. See if itâs a trap.â
She watched him work it through with narrowed eyes. And then he shook his head. âNo.â
On the other side of the table, Joel appeared extremely interested in his tea. Matilda stared up at the cloudy sky, tobacco smoke arcing in short puffs through the air.
Jessie wouldnât find any help there. She rose, the plastic chair scraping against rock. âSilasââ
âNo,â he repeated again, closing the distance. He caught her face between his large palms, held it still as he scowled down at her. âYou already wiped out on one vision today. Iâm not going to let you do it again.â
âI didnât have a choice,â she pointed out. âAnd we still donât.â
âNaomi and I can find her.â
Jessieâs stomach pitched. She grabbed his wrists. âThis is what I do,â she pointed out. His thumb caressed her cheek, a silken rasp of skin she wasnât sure he was even aware of.
âThis is what we do,â he countered, âand weâre trained for it. Naomiâs got my back, sunshine, itâll be fine.â
Anger spiked behind pride. His eyes searched hers as she pulled her face out of his hands. âYou donât know where to look,â she said, forcing herself not to sound as hurt as she felt. This was dumb. Of course it was dumb. âYou could search for days.â
âWe donât have days,â Joel added behind her. âThey burned Hep within twenty-four hours.â
Silasâs teeth locked. âThey?â She saw the muscle leap in his jaw, heard his teeth grind as he put two and two together. âThe Mission has her?â
She held his gaze, chin high. Dodged the question. âI can do this,â she said. âItâs fast, itâs easy, and if you try to stop me, Iâll just do it without you.â
Silence filled the patio, a quiet scored by tension. Jessie stared fiercely up at him, fingers tight around the back of her chair.
He took his time, but she knew sheâd won when his shoulders eased. Not relaxation, she knew that. Defeat.
And worry.
He didnât have to worry. She had this. She spun. âOkay, I donât think itâll take long, so Iâll just sit hereââ
Hard, firm fingers closed over her shoulders and she paused. âWhen this is done,â he said to the back of her head, ignoring Joel and Matilda, âweâre going to talk.â
Matilda nodded. âSettle in, then. Silas, my dear, stay close.â
He grunted a wordless affirmation.
Jessie sat, glancing sidelong at him as he crouched by her chair. He filled her space, he always did.
And she loved him.
But sometimes, she really wanted to kick him.
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Chapter Five
J essie got as comfortable as she could and closed her eyes, reaching for the easy well of power inside her.
A small voice in the rational part of her brain, a worried voice that sounded too much like Silas, wondered why she wasnât more tapped. Why she reached so eagerly for the visions that had laid her out not three hours before.
She didnât have time to wonder. She felt fine. She could do this.
Itâs what she did . What she was good at.
And the magic simmered under her skin. Eager to be used. To get out, to soar. Like a living thing; an insistent, nagging pressure.
She took a deep breath. Found that core of her where it frothed and thrummed, and cracked it