you have to go, son, but it doesnât make it any easier for her.â
âHow about you, Dad?â heâd found the courage to ask as the train wheezed into the station and everybody seemed to move at once.
âIâll be fine. Your brothers can manage.â
âI didnât mean that. I meant ââ
âI know what you meant,â his father interrupted in a gruff voice, fixing him with a stare. In that pause Jamie understood that even this conversation was hard for him and about as close as Jamie might ever get to revealing William Wrenâs closely guarded emotions. âTake the watch. Keep your head down. I know youâll make the Wren name count for something over there.â
Whistles had blown and doors had begun slamming closed. His father hadnât hugged him, but heâd shaken his hand tightly and hadnât let go quickly, Williamâs lips thin and working hard to keep all words contained behind them. Jamie had turned and felt his father squeeze his neck gently in the way he used to when Jamie had been a boy. The affection in that heartbeat had been unmistakable.
âOP time, mate,â Spud said, kicking his boot and dragging him fully into the present. âWhen you write next, tell your mum I love her jam.â
All the men took regular turns at the observation post at the parapet. Their only defence was sandbags at the lip and the Turks had the high ground, so periscopes were their only way of assessing the enemy camp.
âCome on, letâs head to the shooting step. See if we canât catch us a couple of Turks.â
Jamie buttoned the watch away and with it his memories as he fell in step. Swampy and Dickie Jones pushed in front of Spud.
âHey!â Spud said, shoving Swampy.
âLet them go. Age before beauty, eh?â Jamie mocked.
âBeauty was a horse, mate,â Jones chortled.
âOh, so you
can
read, Jones? Thatâs a surprise,â Jamie remarked.
Just then a bullet cracked into the sandbags above Spud. âI swear they can see me,â he growled.
Impossible though it seemed to Jamie, the smell of decaying corpses was even worse here than further back in the trench theyâd just navigated. The zigzag design hadnât made sense at first but it soon became evident that if the Turks did overwhelm one end of the trench, the enemy couldnât see past more than a few feet.
These tiny salients, jutting out into no-manâs-land, cut so close at times to the enemy trench that they could hear the Turks talking. Heâd heard rumours that in other places the trenches were close enough to touch a Turkâs head. It made no sense if you could shake hands with your enemy. Was there any point to this war? One fellow from the opposing trench, with some sort of penny whistle, was beginning to play his instrument alongside Jamieâs harmonica most evenings. It made beautiful, haunting music and the pipeâs mellow timbre complemented Jamieâs melodies; its owner was clearly adept, weaving lovely notes and trills around the mouth organâs slow, sad meanderings.
âPlay us a jolly tune,â Swampy was always asking but Jamie didnât seem inclined. It didnât feel right to him, given how many dead lay all around them. But the Turkish piper and he understood one another, and their combined breath wove songs of regret and sorrow that did feel right on behalf of the fallen.
Jamie watched Dickie Jones take a trench-fashioned periscope, which comprised a broken piece of shaving mirror attached to a length of timber, and gingerly position it just above the parapet. Swampy meanwhile took position on the fire step with the trenchâs single periscope rifle and began sighting through it. Spud was standing right below them, giving Swampy a bit of a baiting.
Jamie tuned out and began to wonder if his father secretly worried about his middle sonâs safety. Maybe his mother had been right all