that or he pretended not to hear us. Nobody in my class really talked to me, and I didnât make too much of an effort to talk to anyone either. At recess I did pull-ups on the monkey bars or read my book or drew comics, and at lunchtime I went downtown and walked around. The truth was that no one in my class was even half as interesting as the kids in the group home.
One day, I was walking around downtown during lunch-hour, and I saw Meredith. She was leaning up against a brick wall in front of a cigar shop twirling her hair around her finger. She wore a short jean skirt with black pantyhose underneath. Her pantyhose had big holes all over them. Then I remembered where I had seen Meredith before. Standing on that same corner. Wearing a tight dress. Leaning into car windows. She looked bored, so I went up to her to say hi andsee if she wanted to get a Slurpee or something.
âGet lost, kid,â she said.
âYour nameâs Meredith, right?â
âGet out of here. I mean it.â
âI just wanted to say hi.â
âHi.â
âHi.â
â Hi , okay? Now scram. Iâm trying to work here.â
âOh.â
A brown station wagon pulled up to the curb and a guy wearing a Blue Jays hat rolled down the window. Meredith stood up, away from the wall. â Fuck off ,â she said to me out of the side of her mouth.
I spun on my heel and fast-walked away. When I looked back, I saw Meredith sliding into the passenger seat of the station wagon.
I walked around the block twice but didnât see the brown station wagon anywhere. I knew what Meredith was doing. Pretty sure. I went to the 7-Eleven and got two Coke Slurpees then walked back to the cigar shop. Meredith was back. She was leaning against the wall smoking a cigarette.
âI got this for you.â I held out the Slurpee to her.
âReally?â
âYeah. I thought maybe you could use a refreshment.â
âThanks, kid. Thatâs sweet.â Her nose ring glinted in the sunlight. She took the Slurpee from me.
âMy nameâs Tucker.â I stuck out my hand.
âMeredith.â
We shook hands.
âAre you hungry, Meredith?â
âStarving.â
âI was on my way to get something for lunch. Thereâs this hot dog stand down by the fallsââ
âSure.â She took another sip of her Slurpee and then started down the hill. Her legs were longer than mine, and she walked fast and I had to hurry to keep up. We passed a bunch of wide-eyed tourists, we passed a screaming baby whose mom looked like her head was about to explode, we passed a group of skater kids and one of them spit so close to Meredith his phlegm-wad nearly hit her leg. She gave him the finger but didnât slow down.
We both put sauerkraut and mustard and ketchup and relish on our hot dogs. Meredith also put banana peppers on hers. Banana peppers make my stomach hurt so I donât eat them anymore. And besides, they donât even taste like bananas. We sat on a bench near the statue of Nikola Tesla and looked out over the falls as we ate. The sun was sharp in my eyes and I thought about buying Terminator sunglasses I had seen earlier in the 7-Eleven. Meredith finished her hot dog, wiped her chin with her napkin, and let out a gigantic burp. She didnât say excuse me.
âHow old are you anyways?â she squinted at me.
âEleven.â
âJesus.â
âTucker.â
She laughed. âWhy are you at Lite Brite?â
âMy mom.â
âCrack fiend?â
âNo.â
âAlcoholic?â
âUh-uh.â
âKlepto!â
âWhatâs that?â
âWhen you have an irresistible compulsion to steal things.â
âNo. She doesnât have that. She has narcolepsy.â
Meredith snickered. âShe has sex with dead people?â
âNo! Ew! â
Meredith laughed.
âShe has a condition. It makes her fall asleep when she