a cereal bowl in the plate rack. âHe was doing himself a cooked breakfast right up till she died but he wonât do it now. Mugs of cold tea heâs forgotten sitting about all over the house and these everlasting cereal bowls.â
âBetter than the bottle,â Gareth said. He eyed Velma from behind. She wore purple leggings and a black jersey â not long enough â and turquoise trainers. âMe daps,â she called them. Her bottom, Gareth decided, reminded him of his mumâs.
âHe thought the world of her,â Velma said firmly. âThe world.â
âDid he?â Gareth said. The Robin he knew was not, he considered, the kind of man to think the world of anything or anybody. Heâd never go that far. He just wanted things to work, jobs to be done properly. When Debbie complained, as she frequently did, that all he, Gareth, ever thought about was the cows, he said well, he had to, didnât he? With Robin on his back day and night, he hadnât exactly got a choice, had he? Debbie wanted him to stop being a herdsman, and go back to college to learn some modern skills with computers and business studies. She wanted to see him in the management side of farming, not in a mucky boiler suit with hands and arms that had spent half the day up something sheâd rather not think about. But Gareth liked cows. He didnât mind the hours and he didnât mind Robin. In any case, the thought of computers made him panic.
âWhereâs he gone then?â Velma said.
âMilk quota meeting.â
âLoad of nonsense, all this quota stuffââ
âYeah,â Gareth said. He stood up, screwing the foil in which Debbie had wrapped his sandwiches into a ball. He said, âFunny here now. Isnât it?â
Velma took her hands out of the sink and dried them on a tea towel. She looked round the room, at its sunny, fruity, American colours, at the extravagant fridge, at the poster of an enormous swooping bridge photographed black against a sunset under the slogan, âCalifornia Dreaminââ.
âShe never settled,â Velma said. âNot really. Me mamâs sister was like that. Went to New Zealand to marry a sheep farmer and she never really took to it. Homesick till the day she died, always pining. At least,â Velma said, wiping a handful of spoons, âmy auntie knew what she was pining for. I donât think our madam here ever did.â
âWhoâs that?â Gareth said. It was time he was back out in the yard, getting the three cows whose feet needed attention into the metal-framed crush so he could inspect them, but there was something about this conversation that was oddly alluring. And now, beyond Velmaâs outline at the window by the sink, he could see a Land Rover in the yard.
âJoe,â Velma said. She tugged down her jersey. Good-looking fellow, Joe.
âWhatâs he doing here?â
Velma went over to the kitchen door and out through the porch where the boots were kept, to the yard.
âHeâs out!â she yelled at Joe.
âThatâs OKââ
He came past her into the kitchen, boiler-suited like Gareth in dark-blue drill and wearing army-fatigue boots.
âMorning, Garethââ
Gareth nodded. He picked up his flask and his copy of the daily paper he preferred, partly for its obsessive football coverage and partly for the daily tits shot. Debbie had had tits once, but they seemed to have vanished, subsiding in a gradual and puzzling way as each of her three children was born. Pity, really.
âIâm getting back to the yardââ
âYes,â Joe said.
Velma came back into the kitchen saying, âCoffee?â
âNo thanks,â Joe said. âI just want to look for something.â He paused and then he said, âUpstairs.â
âIâll show youââ
âNo,â Joe said. He put a hand out, as if to stop her.