lights in the ward had begun to dim, he appeared in her doorway. It took her a moment to place him as his dark blue uniform had been replaced by a sweater and a pair of jeans. The absence of the bulletproof vest didnât seem to diminish that broad chest, thick neck and strong shoulders. As she studied the young face that peeked in her doorway, it wasnât until he flashed that winning grin that she realized who it was. âYou!â she said.
He came into the room and pulled a bunch of flowers inside a cellophane wrap from behind his back. The kind youâd pick up at a convenience store. âHi,â he said. âHow are you doing?â
She struggled to lift herself in the bed. âIâmâ¦Well, Iâve been better. But coming along. I was just thinking about you.â
âWell, thatâs something. Youâve been on my mind, too.â
âAbout that nightâ¦I think I need to thank you. I was going to track you down, but I donât know your name.â
âSam,â he said. âJankowski.â He glanced about the room. âIs there anywhere to put these? Iâm such a dunce, I never thought about a vaseâ¦.â
âDonât worry. Just put them here,â she said, touching the tray table. âOne of the nurses will bring an extra water jug later. So, thank you.â
âForâ¦?â
âI donât really know. For catching me speeding before I caused the accident. For not giving me a ticket when I deserved one. ForâWere you the witness who said it wasnât my fault?â
âWhat I saw was in my report. It was an awful wreck. I sure was relieved you made it.â
She giggled stupidly and then covered her mouth. âSorry,â she said. âI might be a little loopy. I just had a pain shot.â
He stood right over her bed, where her sisters and Jason had all done so much time. But his presence seemed out of place.
âHow much longer do you have to be in the hospital?â he asked.
âActually, Iâm going home in a few days. Depending on the doctor. And then Iâll have physical therapy for a long time. Probably months.â
âJeez, good thing I stopped by. I didnât want to miss you.â
âThanks. But as you can see, even though I look like hell, Iâm going to be fine. Eventually.â
âYou look pretty good, as a matter of fact. Total recovery?â
âProbably. Ninety-five percent chance, as long as nothing weird happens.â
âFantastic. Damn, that was lucky.â
âWell, depending on your perspectiveâ¦.â
âI mean, you couldâve been killed. Do you remember the accident?â
âNot a bit. Not a piece. I remember the light turning green. Otherwise, nothing.â
âGood.â
âI was unconsciousâ¦.â
âNot the whole time,â he said. âYou drifted in and out. Asked for someone named Jason.â
âMy son.â
âAndâ¦Mike, I think.â
âOh, God,â she said weakly.
âThe husband?â he asked.
âNo.â Could it be she was seeing Mike at that moment? At the accident and not later, in the hospital? Was time altogether different when visiting the other side? âMike,â she repeated. âAn old fiancé. Many years ago. Nineteen. He was in the Air Force and was killed in a plane crash.â
âWow. He must be someone you think about all the time.â
âNo. No, I donât anymore. Years ago I did. I couldnât seem to run him out of my mind, but then I married, had a child andâ¦Listen, can I tell you something crazy? And you wouldnât burst out laughing or tell anyone or anything?â
He shrugged. âIf you want.â
âI saw him. Mike. Right before I woke up in the trauma center. I was in a foggy place with some light out there in the distance. And he came right out of the mist, said, âHi, Clare,â and then