love is what I hate about myself.
Preface to Augury
In this place, beside a sigh of traffic,
Regretting nothing as it passes, there
Once was an endless trilling in a wood.
They say it, & saying it makes it so.
âLarry Levis
I. Cardinal
I saw you kissing
the black pearls
in your reflectionâs eyes
& wanted to taste
the endless gift of a tire
filled with rainwater:
concentric circles
loosening themselves
from the throat-wrenching
grasp of the world.
Archimedic rhythm
that, when balanced,
turns you back
to redâa heart
bursting in flutter
above a chain-link fence.
Turned inside
out & pulsing
sugaryâthick smoke
in summer air.
II. Oriole
After the storm,
the horsehair nest
you weaved lay frayed
on the bottom step
like a nail-filled sock.
For weeks, I crunched
the retort of fallen branches,
gathered newspapers
from towns hours away.
By the time I restaked
the vineâs bamboo poles,
the comb youâd stolen
from the bathroom window
was tucked in the treeâs Vâ
motherâs gray hairs
unfurled into the air
like a night photo
of fireworks.
Two days later
the comb shined new.
You disappeared into
the lassoed tornado,
hiding your plumage
in a privacy where anything
could happen: promises
of wheat fields smoking
like pyres, tomato plants
pecked in the fibrous dark.
What do you name in your
never-ending shade?
Which sacrifice is true loss?
Veiled, a song rattling
the knob-shouldered sumac.
Fork-lightning, fire; raw-throated
through the orchardâs cobalt day.
III. Magpie
Do you save
the best for last
like I do? Eyes
taken first, rib cage
scoured white.
The squirrelâs belly
must be tender
for you to pick
cruelly all day
with your dagger face.
Reminder of nightâs
warm sidewalks,
you are a shadow
in pawnshop alleys.
Watching
from the stop sign,
morning legs
exclamation marks
against the rising sun.
You predict scars,
count soft parts
like a gambler
already spending
his winnings.
Surer than hell
heâll taste the queenâs
sweaty kiss
after his double down.
Sophisticated
Spin with me, flamenco-style.
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Hereâa boutonniere weaved from tender split nails.
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I am a three-winged angel, graceful with my fingertips.
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My sound, the small particles of prophecy.
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Do you believe and stay attached
to your small desires, old fruits,
or do you want to lie down?
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It could be foam-white,
the I cannot remember room
or your eyes are white as the clown
fishâs belly. Here is the highway
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to the lumpy bed, moldy
with floodwater, headboards
carved from church organs.
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It is not necessary to sleep.
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The shortcut is closed, laced steely with daytime.
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I am here to help. Flares, a white flag.
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Siphon gas from my lungs, spread my jelly and sing.
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I am one fraction away.
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One one-hundredth from what will make all the difference.
Below the Nearer Sky
The goldfish sprints, fantail
spread like fingers on fire.
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It fast-forwards for daysâ
figure-eights a whirling fury
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that spills. Spinning drunkenly,
everything is forgotten. It burns,
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a lightning-struck barn.
Its silken flesh unfurls, ribs
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shine like a whittled moon.
But skin knotted into ruin
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canât stop it: the staccato jazz
your fingernail flicks doesnât help.
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It will never quit, you think,
until the summer morning
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itâs found belly-up in dirty water,
still as a town ravaged by storm.
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The fishbowl shimmers dark and golden
as if, in your absence, the heavens
crawled inâpacked star chunks
cellophane tight; waiting for you
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to shake off your impossible dreams
and bow to that half-whole reflection.
Happy Fun Sex Movie
Night light rubbing & riffraff.
Singing waxed violence, sky sharp
as razors & fortuitous.
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Nibble my nape. My snappiness.
Iâve been blue-foxed, led shackled
to solitary confinement in a field
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planted with mimes. With darts.
They tickle my larynx.
Sickly with