nudging her until she was half upright. Her body swayed groggily on her forepaws, but she tried to sniff at the withered leaves.
Her stomach roiled. âI canât.â The water looked unappetizing, even though thirst was raging in her mouth and throat.
âBut you must.â He nudged her again, and pulled the curved bark a little closer with his teeth. Water gleamed in it.
âIâm not thirsty.â She flopped down onto her side.
âYou are, Moon. And you must chew the leaves.â His gentle voice was insistent. Oh, why canât he leave me alone?
â . . . Leave me alone,â she echoed the voice in her head.
âNo, Moon, I canât do that.â Fieryâs tongue caressed hercheekbone. âIt doesnât matter if you donât feel like eating or drinking. You have to do it. For your Pack.â
Moon blinked. She remembered imagining her family. Star and Beta and Alpha, all standing together. Pack is everything, Moon.
Every muscle and bone in her body hurt as she hauled herself up again. She sniffed at the water, then touched her tongue to it.
At once she realized how thirsty she really was. She lapped desperately, weakly, but the clear cold water slipping down her throat felt like a gift from the Sky-Dogs.
âGood,â murmured Fiery. âNow, the leaves. Just oneâyou can do it, Moon.â
In fact she managed to chew and swallow three of the dried-up leaves before she flopped down again in exhaustion. âI canât eat any more, Fiery.â
âThatâs all right. Youâve done great. Theyâll help you, Moon, I promise.â His tongue licked her ear, gently and rhythmically, soothing her. âThereâs something else that will help, too. You must sleep now.â
She couldnât answer him; her mind felt as weary as her body. Closing her eyes, she let herself go limp. The last thing she felt, before darkness enveloped her, was Fieryâs warm flank touching hers as he lay down beside her.
It was a good place. A cool, dark place, one without pain. Time here means nothing. I think Iâll stay. . . .
She didnât want to swim up from the comforting depths of sleep, but Fiery made her do it. She felt his tongue licking her; heard his low voice urging her back to wakefulness.
Moon whined in protest as the pain returned, but he was insistent. Another drink, another mouthful of leaves, and he soothed her to sleep again. âWell done, Moon. Your Pack needs this. Now sleep.â
But you wonât let me sleep, she thought miserably as he nuzzled her awake yet again. How long had she slept? She didnât know. She remembered only the wildest blur of dreams, but she knew they had been bad ones, and was glad they were only vague memories.
If only heâd let her sleep for more than a few moments. Is it only that? Thatâs how it feels. . . .
Time and time again Fiery nudged her awake, coaxing her to drink and to chew the leaves.
âDo it for your Pack, Moon,â heâd say, pawing the water closer.
Each time he roused her, she wanted to bite him, but she didnât have the strength. Donât wake me again, Fiery. Please donât. Let me sleep.
But he wouldnât. âOne more leaf, and Iâll leave you to rest. Just one, Moon. Now the water.â
The last time he woke her, though, she remembered her dream clearly. Sheâd been in the jaws of the Earth-Dog.
I was in the dark and I didnât know which way to turn. Terror clutched her heart as she recalled the nightmare. She was holding me down. She wouldnât let me go. I couldnât breathe. . . .
As Fiery pushed the leaves toward her, sickness rose in her throat, and she knew she couldnât touch them again. Couldnât even sniff them. Never. Iâll die if I have to!
She was grateful Fiery had woken her from that terrible dream, but thanks were not what spilled out of her aching throat. âWhy canât you
Dorothy Salisbury Davis, Jerome Ross