to the words.
âDoes Delina like children?â she persisted.
âI havenât the faintest idea.â
âDonât you talk to her?â
His hand clenched on the steering wheel.
âSorry,â she said quickly, thinking that sheâd put her foot in her mouth. He probably slept with the woman⦠She closed her eyes on the painful thought.
He saw that, and knew why sheâd done it. He let out a long, weary sigh. He couldnât bear to hurt her, not in any way at all. âI donât sleep with her, Abby,â he said after a minute. He stared at his hands on the steering wheel instead of at her shocked face. He glanced at her after a minute and his eyes slid all over her as if they were hands. He looked back at the road. âI havenât slept with anyone. Not for four years.â
He was telling her something utterly profound. She caught her breath. âOh, Chayce!â
It was more a groan than a whisper. Her face was tormented.
He wasnât feeling much better himself. The wholedamned situation was giving him fits. Abby was going to marry a man she didnât love, a man who wanted to change every unique thing about her. She didnât seem to mind that Troy found fault with her, but he did. It wounded him. He kept telling himself that she needed a younger man, but why did it have to be Troy?
He drew in a worried breath. âWhere are you going to look for a gown?â he asked.
âIn Whitehorn, of course.â
âThereâs only one good shop there.â
âI know.â
He didnât say another word. He turned on the radio and gave every indication of listening to the news. Abby stared out the window and thought of how empty her life had become.
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The dress shop was small, but it was the place local brides went to choose their gowns. The owner, a delicate little lady in her sixties, had been a famous couture designer in her youth and had retired to Whitehorn years before. Her name was Madame Lili.
âYes, I have heard that you were to marry this summer,â the tiny little woman said, with a moue of distaste as she looked at Abbyâs current manner of dressing herself. âWould you like to see some samples of the gowns Iâve made recently?â
âYes, thank you,â Abby said, surprised that Chayce had come into the shop with her. He settledin a chair near the window and just stared, his face hard and impassive.
Abby looked as the smaller woman pulled out gown after gown, but there was no enthusiasm in her. At least, not until the owner produced a sample that sheâd been working on. Abbyâs gasp brought Chayce out of his chair. He moved close to her, his lean hand going out to touch the delicate lace of the Victorian wedding gown.
It was made of satin, with exquisite lace trim. It had embroidered flowers on the skirt and bodice, overlaid with more lace. Its sleeves were puffed at the shoulder, mutton-leg sleeves that narrowed and came to a point over the back of the hand. The cuff was embroidered, too.
âIt is frightfully expensive,â Madame Lili said. âBut worth the price, donât you think?â
âWell worth it,â Chayce said. He looked down at Abby with eyes dark with pain. âIt willâ¦suit her.â
She looked back at him with her heart in her face.
Madame glanced from one to the other. âA handsome couple you make,â she murmured with a smile. âYou will want a veil, yes?â
Abby started to speak. Chayce caught her hand in his and pressed her fingers.
âYes,â he said quietly. âSheâll want a veil. Something long and delicate,â he added, searching Abbyâs face covetously.
âI have just the thing! One momentâ¦!â
The little woman went into the back of the shop.
âShe thinksâ¦weâre marrying each other,â Abby murmured.
He tilted her sad face up to his and searched her eyes. With a long, hungry