of the dying plane. Finally, I have my cushion and my arms woven into the straps, and itâs time to move again.
The plane rocks precariously, and we wobble as a unit, bumping into seats and struggling to keep our footing as we edge up the aisle to the exit. I have the terrible feeling that if one of us goes down, weâll all go down, and if we all go down, weâll never get back up. So I keep Maggieâs hand in an iron grip.
A frantic head count is running inside my head, looping endlessly:
Maggie, An, Sammy, Gray, Carter, Espi and Macy. Iâve got to do whatever I can to make sure all of us get out of this godforsaken plane. Nobody gets left behind. Maggie, An, Sammyâ
âSammy!â Itâs An again. âDid you get that door open yet like I told you to?â
âIâm working on it.â Sammy sounds like heâs got his teeth gritted as he struggles with the door.
âYou are so
useless
!â says An.
We make it into the open area between the first row of seats and the galley just as the lever squeaks. A strip of relative light opens up at the edge of the cabin door, bringing a stronger whiff of that putrid water smell with it. I gag, and some involuntary reflex floods my mouth with saliva. My stomach wants to heave, but I check it, because now isnât the time to have a delicate digestive system.
With the additional light from outside, I can see Sammyâs thin outline as he manages to push the door out a bit more. Gray and Carter hurry over to help him, and the three of them put their backs into it and slide the door to one side, opening up a space thatâs wide enough for people to get through.
Unfortunately, this good news is severely tempered by the fact that water races through the opening and floods over my knees, threatening to knock me down. But then the plane dips into a trough, and a bunch of it surges right back out again.
We canât keep riding the waves in the plane. Weâll be flooded and drowned in no time.
Keeping my voice calm takes a monumental effort, but I manage. âDoes anyone see a raft? We need to get out of here. Like, now.â
âHang on,â says Gray. âI think this might beââ
âDonât pull that now, you idiot!â Carter bellows. âShit, man!â
A loud hissing joins all the other sounds, and a huge yellow thing springs to life from some compartment I canât see and begins to take shape. Meaning weâve got to act fast. Even my panic-dulled brain knows that a life raft wonât do us much freaking good if itâs trapped on the plane with us.
âGet it out of here!â I yell.
We move together, knowing that if that thing inflates all the way, weâll be screwed in a way we werenât just a second ago. The boys keep working on the door and slide it all the way open and out of the way. The girls, meanwhile, crowd around the raftâit feels nice and sturdy, thank God, but itâs not heavy, just unwieldyâand heave. Either the thing doesnât want to move or the water wants it to stay on the plane. Whatever. It feels like weâre working against King Kong on the other side of a battering ram.
âPush it to the left,â shouts An.
We do, and that does it. The raft slips most of the way out the door, taking An, whoâs hanging on for dear life, with it. One minute sheâs there, and the next thereâs air, sky and black water, but no An.
We all go wild with panic. âAn!
An!
â
Sammy still has a few neurons firing in his brain, thank God. âGrab the rope! Hang onto it!â
I fumble around the edges of the raft. The worse-case scenario playing inside my head changes. Now I envision the raft sailing safely to the sandy beaches of Miami while the rest of us have the choice of drowning inside or outside the plane.
I search desperately, which isnât easy. My hands feel as useless as caught fish flopping around the bottom