get this out of the way so we do not have to come here again. You will not speak of Lillian as if she is trash.”
Landon laughs then. “Trash never came from my mouth Brandon, only truth. Look around you at all of these beautiful woman ready to hit their knees and earn their collar.”
“And I have one at my feet already wearing my collar, do I not?”
“One you will soon regret…if you do not already.”
“I regret nothing. You should regret letting her go. Now take your new sub at your feet and continue on with your night we are done here. Stand Lillian.”
I stand up and keep my head down, letting the tears run down my face. Master B leads us to the back of the club to where the private rooms are and opens a door. He leads me in and shuts it behind us. He releases his grip on the leash and unhooks it from my collar, laying it on a table beside the door.
All the rooms in the back are set up for others to sit in a connected room and watch the show through a glass wall. There are the rooms that Doms take their subs to after a session for after care, and those were private.
This was the kind of room he brought us in.
“Raise your head Lillian.”
I slowly raise my head and look at the wall behind him. My heart is broken and never have I wanted to be alone as bad as I do in this moment. If the door had been unlocked I would have ran and hid somewhere until this nightmare was over.
“Speak freely Lillian what do you want?” he asks.
I take a deep shaky breath and answer his question.
“I want to go home and be alone Master B.”
He shakes his head and sighs.
“That cannot happen. I have to do a session tonight. There is a new sub here and she is into pain, the only kind of pain I am comfortable with giving. You can stay in this room with the door locked and rest. I will let Mistress A know you are in here and she can come check on you from time to time.”
I nod my head.
“Yes Master B.”
“Do not open this door for anyone. Mistress A and I will have a key, so anyone who knocks will have no business entering the room, understand?”
“Yes sir.”
He looks at me shocked. “Are you happy with me Lillian?”
I nod again, not wanting to say more.
“Good. I will be back soon.” He walks out the door, locking it behind him.
I sit on the couch and think about everything. There are so many things going through my head that I do not hear the lock open or anyone walk through the door until she is standing right in front of me. I automatically go in to sub mode, putting my head down.
Mistress A laughs. “Look at me beautiful, you are in a free zone at the moment. Although I would love to have you under my body for a few hours.”
I look up and she winks at me. The tears have not stopped flowing and I have no idea how long I have sat here inside my own head.
“I heard about the conversation out front and your Master asked me to check in on you from time to time. Are you okay?” she asks sitting down beside me.
“Yes ma’am,” I say, wiping the tears away.
“What are the tears about?” she asks reaching over and brushing one from my cheek.
“I didn’t expect to hear him talk about me like that Mistress, it just hurt my feelings a little.”
She smiles.
“You are beautiful and any one here can agree with that. I have known both Master B and Master L a long time, and Master L would say anything to get you back even if it hurts your feelings. ”
I smile back and look to the floor again. She reaches over and puts her hand under my chin lifting my eyes to meet hers. Mistress A is beautiful, but I have never thought of another woman that way. I had, of course, explored in my college years with my best friend, but that was as far as it went. I dropped out soon after starting deciding that college was not for me and waitressed for a while. When I came to MMI that had become my full time job.
“You stole the eye of every Master and Mistress the day you walked in those doors, so you hold on