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over her head. Looking at herself in the mirror, she saw its little-girl bodice flattening her breasts, which had started growing at last. It felt really tight. It was going to be a dreadful evening.
    Her mother was calling from downstairs.
    â€˜Get the two blue hair-grips. Gun-Britt will help you with them.’
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    An hour later, hairgrips in place, she was seated between the Sales Manager and his smelly wife. She answered their questions about school politely, but kept glancing at the ‘young table’. Her mother’s eyes had been wandering in her direction several times. Presumably she wasbrooding over how to punish her daughter for being so difficult. What would she do?
    The answer didn’t materialise until the dessert.
    â€˜Sibylla, won’t you sing something for us?’
    A black abyss opened up, right under her chair.
    â€˜Mummy, must I really?’
    â€˜Don’t fuss, darling. You know so many nice Christmas songs!’
    The Sales Manager was smiling ingratiatingly.
    â€˜A Christmas song would be a treat, just right for the occasion. Do you know Shine Bright Star Above ?’
    She was caught now. There was no escape. She glanced round the table, but everyone was beaming at her. Someone started to clap and the applause was spreading to all the tables. The young people turned their faces her way, starting to chorus ‘Sibylla! Sibylla! Sibylla!’ to make her stand up.
    Beatrice sounded frosty.
    â€˜Now, we don’t have to woo you any more than this, do we Sibylla? Everyone is waiting.’
    Slowly she rose, pushing the chair back. The noisy room grew silent. She drew a deep breath. Get it over now. Someone at the young table shouted to her.
    â€˜We can’t see you, stand on the chair!’
    She stared in mute appeal at her mother, who just waved one hand a little to show she had no objection. Sibylla’s legs were shaking so much,she feared she’d fall off the chair. The sneering looks on the faces of the young crowd were unmistakable. This was obviously the thrill of the evening. She inhaled deeply, starting to sing in a quavering voice.
    Even before reaching the end of the first line, she realised that she had pitched the start far too high to manage the notes at the end. Right enough, she didn’t and as her voice was faltering, barely suppressed laughter hit her like a whiplash. Blushing furiously, she sat down. After a few seconds, the Sales Manager started applauding and, hesitantly, others followed suit.
    Meeting her mother’s eyes, she saw that she had been punished enough. She’d be left alone for now.
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    On the way back, her father was pleased at the very satisfactory evening. Beatrice, leaning on his arm, was nodding in wifely agreement. Sibylla, walking a few paces behind them, had just decided to pick up a really nice stone when her mother turned her head.
    â€˜And your singing went perfectly well after all, didn’t it?’
    Neither of them missed the actual meaning of her words, but Beatrice couldn’t resist another remark to round off her disciplinary exercise.
    â€˜Such a shame you lost control over your voice at the end.’
    Sibylla didn’t bother with the nice stone.

O f all the bloody awful fucking things to happen. He had seemed so perfect.
    Her first reaction almost immediately gave way to the realisation that this time she’d really caught it. Obviously the police would be especially interested in the woman Grundberg had picked up, fed and then, always the gentleman, fixed a hotel room for as well.
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    It was pretty certain she was the mysterious woman the police were looking for. Worse, in the circumstances, no one would care to help her just for the asking, that much was certain too. Her first feeling was rage and she marched straight into the garage shop to pull a paper from the stand. The centrefold headline left no room for