looks at me as if I have a cabbage for a head.
âRandy, did you remember to pack yourââ Mrs. Hardaway comes up behind her son and fixes me with an unreadable expression. Anger? Resentment? Fear, even? Iâm taken aback. It isnât my fault her parents need help on their farm. Thatâs whatâs sending Randy away, not me.
Then she stuns me even more. âSorry, Eli, but Randy has a lot of things to do before heâs ready.â
In other words, get lost.
My best friend is being shipped off to Colorado, and Iâm barely going to have the chance to say good-bye.
We throw Randy a going away party at school, with a frozen yogurt cake and his favorite chipsâfiery jalapeño and lime. There are only thirty kids in the whole townânineteen of us in the upper school classroom, so it isnât exactly a big blowout.
âOne of the unique things about Serenity is that weâre all like a family,â Dad says in his capacity as principal. He chuckles. âThere are some extended families larger than our entire population. But when one of our own moves on, itâs like weâre losing a brother or a nephew. It leaves an empty space thatâs impossible to fill. Weâll miss you, Randy.â
I find myself suddenly annoyed. In the past, Dadhas mentioned at least fifty times how much he wished there was another school in town so Randy could go to it. Dadâs not going to come close to missing Randy. Isnât that almost like lying?
Mrs. Laska speaks next, but she says some nice things you can tell she really means. At the end, she gives Randy a big hug and actually tears up a little.
âSpeech!â calls Stanley Cole, and a few others join in.
Randyâs face is bright red. âWho says I like jalapeño chips?â
Even Dad smiles at that one.
Tori Pritel sits down beside me. âIâve never seen Randy so embarrassed.â
âYou canât embarrass Randy. Remember the time he ran out of bathing suits so he played water polo in boxers?â I study the floor. âThen again, what do I know?â
She turns in surprise, her long dark hair shifting on her shoulders. âYou should know more than anybody. You guys are best friends.â
âYouâd think so, right?â I should probably keep my mouth shut, but thereâs something about Tori that puts me at ease. With Amber, you always feel like youâre being judged; with Malik, youâre afraid heâll make fun of you,or worse, file it away so he can use it against you later. Toriâs the opposite. âEvery time I go over to Randyâs, itâs the same story: âI have to pack.â How much packing can anybody do? Lewis and Clark didnât pack this much. Heâs avoiding me.â
âHeâs sad, youâre sad,â she contends. âNobody ever leaves town, so weâre extra sensitive to any change. Remember how weird it was when Mrs. Delaney got here?â
Mrs. Delaney is our water polo coach. Sheâs super-nice and also a great source of information about the outside world. She came to town about six months ago when she married one of the Purple People Eaters.
âMaybe,â I concede, âbut that doesnât explain everything. Like why all this is happening so fast. Iâve barely heard Randy even mention his grandparents beforeâhave you? Iâm in the clinic for two days and suddenly heâs going to live with them?â
âIâm guessing the Hardaways have been considering this for a long time,â Tori reasons. âThey just didnât tell Randy because they didnât want to worry himâyou know how parents are. So when the decision gets made, it seems like itâs coming out of nowhere. But itâs really been brewing awhile.â
Tori doesnât get great grades in school, but sheâs really smart in a common sense way. Not that it helps me feel any better. Nothing