up, sharpening his once gentle face.
He coughs when the breeze sends another cindery plume our way. âEarlier, I stood in the chow line with Yamadaâs daughter, Miyu. She seems all right.â
âOh?â I strain to keep my voice light. âAnd what did you two talk about?â
He ignores my question. Looks me dead in the eye. âHave you decided?â
âDecided what?â
âAre you going with her, or staying here?â
Bear makes it sound like a critical fork. As if choosing one forever excludes the other. âManjor isnât so far. Wouldnât take more than a few days to get there.â
Just the idea makes him sigh. This look, I know. This is my pacer, trying to talk me out of a rust-fool route.
âWhat?â I shrug. âWhy shouldnât I?â
âItâs not safe in Manjor. You realize how many IP troops have moved into Bisera since the last race, right?â
âI know that. But weâre talking about my inheritance, Bear. James probably left me the better part of a fortune.â
âThatâs right. A Sixer fortune. Bet the moneyâs all tied up in trusts and stocks and youâd have to deal with corporates and contracts and never mind the risk of leaving the Strand right now.â
âWe could do a lot of good with those kinds of credits.â
âWe need more than credits. We need allies, and training, and time. We need a safe place to regroup.â With both hands, he points at the charred ground. â This is what we need.â
He is so sure, and itâs the biggest change of all. This absence of uncertainty. We have traded places.
âI know you think Iâll always follow you, but I canât keep doing this. I canât.â
âBear, what is wrong?â
âYou wanted me to leave Castra. You begged me to join this revolution. Well, you know what? I have, Phee. Iâm not going to Manjor. Not when I have a job now. Flight commandâs clearing me for duty in two more weeks. Iâll have my own fighter and Iâll get assigned a copilot . . .â He trails off, like heâs too strangled to get the last words out.
Copilot. Partner. Iâve been replaced. Rust, how the notion cuts me to the heart. We stare at each other, both trying to mask our wounds. I am jealous; he is furious and impatient. I swear, he practically growls at me. âI just donât understand why youâd even consider crossing that border again. Not when . . .â
âWhen what?â
He pauses a second too long. He looks me in the eye again, before finally spitting it out.
âNot when thereâs a billion-credit bounty on your head.â
I am too distracted to push through the forest of poppies and climb tonight. Instead, I skirt the stalk-line, running my hand along the tangle as I pass. This will be the first night, since arriving, that Iâve abandoned my nightly ritual of visiting the highest blooms. Getting above, finding that place where I can whisper to unfurling petals and all-knowing stars. But I donât have the energy to spare, not when Iâm this furious. Iâm exhausted, but thereâs no way Iâm going to bed.
At headquarters, Zaide lets me in, no questions asked. But inside, when I ask to see the direct feeds from Castra, the rest of the night crew tries to turn me away, giving me some bull-sap about protocol and how Iâm not an officer, and how Iâm not supposed to be in the communications room at all, and how about I wait until the morning, when they can check with Hank first. But I wonât leave, and just when the shift leaderâs about to call Hank, Commander Larken steps into the hive.
While everyone else salutes, fists over hearts, I gape at him.
âYou didnât leave,â I say.
âIâm staying for the time being.â He says it likes it means a thousand years. And the way things are shaking out, Iâm
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