boating accident,â Rainy said. âThatâs what I read in the papers when Harris disappeared.â
Cork shrugged. âThere were things the papers missed, back then and now.â
âSo what really happened?â
âThey discovered his empty boat run aground,â Cork said.âThey searched the whole of Iron Lake but couldnât find him. Dad was sheriff then. He finally pulled the plug, but he didnât give up looking. A week or so later, he located the body. It was tangled in the anchor rope of Harrisâs boat in ten feet of water off Little Bear Island. Heâd most probably killed himself, but that part never made it into the papers. Not then, not now.â
âAnd youâre going to find John Harris, just like your father found his father?â
âI can try.â
âI thought they searched every inch of Raspberry Lake. Used divers, right?â
âMaybe his bodyâs not in the lake. Maybe there is no body. Maybe heâs still out there wandering around in those woods. Or maybe thereâs an explanation that will reveal itself to me.â
It was clear his mind was made up, and she didnât want to argue, so she said, âWhat have you come for?â
Cork looked at the old man. âHenryâs advice. And yours, Rainy. What do you think about Trevor Harrisâs vision?â
Henry said nothing and looked instead to Rainy.
She said, âAre you wondering if itâs real? How can we say? Stephenâs in the middle of the Arizona desert. Is it possible that his spirit communicated with Trevor Harris? Your sonâs remarkable in many ways, so maybe. Have you asked him?â
âHeâs incommunicado,â Cork said. âNo cell phone out there while heâs seeking whatever heâs seeking.â
Nearly two years earlier, when Stephen was seventeen, a madman had put two bullets into him. One of them had damaged his spinal cord, and whether heâd ever walk again had been a serious concern. Heâd spent a long time in rehabilitation, and the work of his therapists and his own determination had yielded great results. He did, indeed, walk. With crutches at first, then a cane, and finally with nothing except a very noticeable residual limp. He would never be an Olympic runner, he was fond of saying, but heâd never wanted to be one anyway. He was supposed to have entered college in September, but heâd put that on hold, and instead had decidedon a kind of pilgrimage, a solitary sojourn in the emptiness of the Arizona desert.
âHe isnât seeking, Cork. Nothing has been lost to him. Heâs just trying to open himself to whatâs always been inside him. His own strength, his own knowledge.â
âOkay, so letâs leave Stephen out of the equation. What if Harrisâs vision is real, how should it be interpreted?â
âThatâs up to the dreamer, Cork.â
âThe dream seems pretty clear to me.â
âSeems, yes.â
âYou sound skeptical.â
âDoes it really matter what I think or Uncle Henry? Youâve already decided to go. So what is it you really want?â
He looked from her to the old man. âI want to know what we missed. I want to know what Iâm looking for. How can a man just disappear and leave no trace, not even his scent for a dog to find?â
âWhy do you ask me, Corcoran OâConnor?â Henry said. âI was not a part of your search for this man.â
âYou understand more about hunting in those woods than anyone I know.â
The old man lapsed again into silence, and the whole of that tiny cabin seemed consumed by it. Rainy could feel, just as Henry had said, the wariness in Cork and could plainly see how rigidly he held himself. She wanted very much to be able to offer him something that would help.
âDo not look for an answer out there, Corcoran OâConnor,â her great-uncle finally said.