everything.
âWhere to?â Zena asked.
We laughed aloud, then replied in unison, âThe House of Blues.â Somehow our listening to the melancholy lyrics of the blues always made us appreciate life.
Taking a deep breath, I confessed, âZena, I might be pregnant.â
Chapter 7
Maverick
W omen. Emotional. Lovable. Irrational. Huggable. Gullible. Not suitable for much outside the bedroom and kitchen. Her spending too much time in either could yield a negative return on her non-monetary investment.
That was Dantéâs perspective.
âYou need to change how you view women,â I told him as he drove me to my condo, then parked at the meter in front of my building. I couldâve come home this morning but decided to wait until one oâclock this afternoon.
âWe need to make sure she is gone,â he said, opening my door, following me.
âWait here,â I told him.
âWhy the fuck am I the one who always has to wait? Itâs time you tell her and yourself the truth. You want me more than you want her,â Danté said, standing on the sidewalk, in front of the doorman.
Calmly walking over to Danté, I said in a low voice, âMake this your last time outing me in public.â
âOr what?â he said, staring in my eyes.
He had no idea who he was fucking with. I could beat his ass to death right on this sidewalk. âDonât let him up,â I told the doorman, then entered the building, leaving Danté outside. I picked up a copy of USA Today from the counter. Maybe Iâd have time to read it later.
I loved Danté, but lately, he irritated the fuck out of me. Like now. I took the elevator to the third floor, unlocked my front door. Danté had become too demanding of me. Had me contemplating how to get rid of his ass. Permanently.
Nobody had ever given me a thing. Not my father. Not my mother. Not Danté or Seven. And no one should expect shit from me. Every dime Iâd earned, Iâd busted my ass for. Every debt I had, Iâd repaid. What made Danté believe he could make demands of me? What made Seven think she could waste my money, my time? She didnât know my childhood struggles, fighting with my old man to survive in his house. Frank had taught me a few things, mainly how to take no prisoners.
In college and while starting my business, Iâd capitalized on weak-minded fools who were chasing a dollar with their dreams. That shit never made sense to me. I downed my liquor like I closed business deals. Straight. No chaser. Same time. Give me my money or my property when I execute the contract.
My heart softened, a lot, when I met Seven.
Her smile, warm, friendly. Her voice, soothing, calming. Her laughter, healing therapy. The kind my mother used to have before she married my father. Once he moved in, everything changed for us. What I missed most was my motherâs infectious smile. That, and the fact that she had always believed in me. Always. I was sure she still did butâ¦
A lump of hatred for my father clogged my throat.
Soft men finished last. Iâd learned that when my father told me, âYoâ mother ainât yoâ mother no moâ, boy. Sheâs my wife. And if you ever step between us while Iâm disciplininâ her, callinâ yoâself tryna be da man in my house, Iâll kill ya liâl five-year-old punk ass. Man the fuck up in yoâ damn house when you get one. Ya hear me? Not mine. This here is Frankâs house.â
The day I turned eighteen, I kissed my motherâs cheek, told her, âMa, I love you,â then walked out, kind of how Iâd done with Seven, except under different circumstances. With a month left to go before leaving for college, I got a job, lived with my friend Chad Langston and his parents until Chad and I moved into our dorm room.
âBoy, donât you ever let yoâ woman get big, fat, and nasty on ya,â my father had