you?â
âHmmm. Stealing your diary? Well, that would be lots of fun, but right now Iâve got more important things to doâlike work on these college applications,â he said. âNow quit bothering me.â Zee knew Adam was telling the truth. Heâd been obsessing over college applications for weeks. Princeton and Berkeley were his top picks.
Zee had been only two places that dayâher house and school. Oh no! If the diary was at school, maybe someone had found it and read it. Zee imagined the next dayâs morning announcements:
âAttention, students! Todayâs lunch is chicken salad and green beans. Mackenzie Blue Carmichael sometimes dreams that she shows up for school wearing only her underwear. Also, she has been crushing on Landon for years. Please stand for the Pledge of Allegiance.â
The thought of public humiliation was unbearable. Zee had to find her diary. She went back to the TV room and searched again.
âWhatâs going on?â Mrs. Carmichael asked as a flying couch cushion nailed her in the face.
âSorry, Mom,â Zee said, then quickly added, âI canât find my diary.â
âWhen did you see it last?â her mom asked, concerned. That was one of the great things about Zeeâs mom. She understood that a missing diary was a real crisis.
Zee thought. âOn my way to school.â
âI bet itâs in Dadâs car.â
Of course! Maybe she had accidentally left it on the seat.
Mr. Carmichael stepped into the room and surveyed the mess. âShould we call the police? Theyâll want to catch whoever did this before he hits another house.â
âI need to look in your car for my diary, Dad,â Zee explained. âCan I have your keys?â
Mr. Carmichaelâs eyes grew wide. âUmmmâ¦Iâll help you look, sweetie,â he offered. Zee knew he only wanted to save his car from the same fate as the TV room. But she didnât care if he searched, too, since she could use the help.
Zee and her dad looked under the seats, in the glove box, and even where the spare tire was stored, but they couldnât find the diary. After having torn up both the house and the car, Zee had to admit, the diary wasnât at home.
That night, Zee had trouble sleeping. Her mind raced. When had she lost the diary? Before school? Lunchtime?Was it in her book bag when sheâd gotten home? It was no use. She just couldnât remember.
Zee climbed out of bed and reached for a notebook. On a piece of paper, she scribbled a new heading for her list:
Top Ten Most Embarrassing
Confessions in My Diary
or
Why I Should Consider
Being Homeschooled
6
The Message
 E-ZEE: R u there?
Zee IMâed Ally the next morning.
 SPARKLEGRRL is offline
Sheâs probably in school, Zee decided. Would she ever get used to the new schedule?
Zee pulled a piece of paper out of her printer.
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Hi, Diary Piece of Paper,
I didnât think it was possible for me to miss Ally more than I did yesterday. Or the day before. Guess what? It is. Best friends and crises go together. But weâre so far apart. And I have no idea how to get through this without her.
Zee
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Zee stared at the nothingness in her locker. Sheâd had her father drop her off in the exact spot as the day before, then slowly followed the same path to school from the SUV, past the giant solar tracking panels that helped power the school, up the front steps, and to her locker. Sheâd found a ruler, a hair clip, and a tofu-and-banana sandwichâ interesting âbut no diary.
Zee pulled out the textbooks sheâd placed on the top shelf, and flipped through the pages for the hundredth time. Discouraged, she shut her locker with a soft thud . Like the other lockers at Brookdale, it was made out of boards from recycled wheat straw. She stared at the golden-colored door, trying to figure out what to do next.
âLose