âbraâ and general weird boy talk. Cam even got into it.
I wish I had a friend who is a girl to talk to like that. I mean, not LIKE that, but someone who I felt like I was close to. It was sort of instant with these guys.
Anyway, after class we were all talking while we headed over to the hotel, and Ross told us that Ian has a friend named Blake who has a beach house up the coast. Then he said that Blake was having a party this weekend, and almost before he finished the sentence, I was like YES I WANT TO GO TO THE PARTY! That made Ross and Cam crack up, and I thought about how perfect this summer was turning out to be because I had met Ross and Cam was treating me like an adult.
When we got to the hotel Rossâs mom was in meetings or something, but the concierge told us âhiâ and joked around with Ross and then let us go lie out by the pool. We went and changed clothes in the locker rooms by the pool where they had towels and everything. It was SO NICE.
But then Ross and Cam went into the bathroom together and I think they totally smoked pot because when they came out, they were sort of giggling. Ross started talking on and on about how cool Ian was and how much fun they had the other night at the party, and I realized THAT was the night I wastexting him, so he wasnât busy with anything like his dad, just at a big party.
I got really quiet because I was feeling left out. I mean, it wasnât fair that Cam and Ross got to get stoned and I didnât, and it REALLY wasnât cool of Ross to not return my text messages when he was just at a party. I mean HOW HARD IS IT TO TEXT AT A PARTY??? GRRRR.
Then the boys got hungry and Ross ordered food that they brought out for us right there at the pool, and we didnât even have to pay for it. He said his mom got an expense account at the hotel every month for clients and it was okay with her if he got lunch for himself and friends as long as he didnât spend too much.
The food helped, because I realized I was really hungry from yoga, but then Ross noticed I was being superquiet and asked what was up.
I just said, Nothing, but he wouldnât let it go, so I told him. Well, I whispered it. I said:
I want a hit.
And Cam heard me and said, You wonât really like it.
And I shot him a look and said, I already really like it. You donât know everything about me.
Cam frowned for a second, and then Ross busted out laughing like it was the funniest thing ever. When Cam heardthat, he started laughing too. I said, See? Youâre both high as kites so everything is funny. NOT. FAIR.
Ross promised me that he would smoke me out at the party on Saturday.
Cam was laughing too, but he kept looking over at me and then looking away on the drive home. I hope he isnât getting all Big Brotherly on me.
July 26
I just got back from Camâs bedroom and Iâm SHAKING. I can barely hold the pen to write this in the journal. Oh my God. My handwriting looks like crap.
I canât BELIEVE what just happened.
Cam has to work really early on Saturday morning cleaning a pool for these people who have this big party planned for their kids. He told me that he couldnât go to the party because he has to get in bed really early.
I told him that Ross could take me to the party, and he said, I donât feel comfortable with that.
I told him that I didnât care what he felt comfortable with, I was going to this party with Ross and Ian no matter what.
He just stared at me. I was standing in the doorway of his room, and he got up and pulled me in and closed the door. He was like, Do you want me to tell Mom and Dad thatyouâve been running around smoking weed with Ross?
I just stared at him. I said, Are you serious? Because Iâll march right in there this second and tell them that youâve been smoking pot with Ross in PUBLIC. At the HOTEL. And who knows where else? And Iâll also tell them that you were standing right
I wish I had a friend who is a girl to talk to like that. I mean, not LIKE that, but someone who I felt like I was close to. It was sort of instant with these guys.
Anyway, after class we were all talking while we headed over to the hotel, and Ross told us that Ian has a friend named Blake who has a beach house up the coast. Then he said that Blake was having a party this weekend, and almost before he finished the sentence, I was like YES I WANT TO GO TO THE PARTY! That made Ross and Cam crack up, and I thought about how perfect this summer was turning out to be because I had met Ross and Cam was treating me like an adult.
When we got to the hotel Rossâs mom was in meetings or something, but the concierge told us âhiâ and joked around with Ross and then let us go lie out by the pool. We went and changed clothes in the locker rooms by the pool where they had towels and everything. It was SO NICE.
But then Ross and Cam went into the bathroom together and I think they totally smoked pot because when they came out, they were sort of giggling. Ross started talking on and on about how cool Ian was and how much fun they had the other night at the party, and I realized THAT was the night I wastexting him, so he wasnât busy with anything like his dad, just at a big party.
I got really quiet because I was feeling left out. I mean, it wasnât fair that Cam and Ross got to get stoned and I didnât, and it REALLY wasnât cool of Ross to not return my text messages when he was just at a party. I mean HOW HARD IS IT TO TEXT AT A PARTY??? GRRRR.
Then the boys got hungry and Ross ordered food that they brought out for us right there at the pool, and we didnât even have to pay for it. He said his mom got an expense account at the hotel every month for clients and it was okay with her if he got lunch for himself and friends as long as he didnât spend too much.
The food helped, because I realized I was really hungry from yoga, but then Ross noticed I was being superquiet and asked what was up.
I just said, Nothing, but he wouldnât let it go, so I told him. Well, I whispered it. I said:
I want a hit.
And Cam heard me and said, You wonât really like it.
And I shot him a look and said, I already really like it. You donât know everything about me.
Cam frowned for a second, and then Ross busted out laughing like it was the funniest thing ever. When Cam heardthat, he started laughing too. I said, See? Youâre both high as kites so everything is funny. NOT. FAIR.
Ross promised me that he would smoke me out at the party on Saturday.
Cam was laughing too, but he kept looking over at me and then looking away on the drive home. I hope he isnât getting all Big Brotherly on me.
July 26
I just got back from Camâs bedroom and Iâm SHAKING. I can barely hold the pen to write this in the journal. Oh my God. My handwriting looks like crap.
I canât BELIEVE what just happened.
Cam has to work really early on Saturday morning cleaning a pool for these people who have this big party planned for their kids. He told me that he couldnât go to the party because he has to get in bed really early.
I told him that Ross could take me to the party, and he said, I donât feel comfortable with that.
I told him that I didnât care what he felt comfortable with, I was going to this party with Ross and Ian no matter what.
He just stared at me. I was standing in the doorway of his room, and he got up and pulled me in and closed the door. He was like, Do you want me to tell Mom and Dad thatyouâve been running around smoking weed with Ross?
I just stared at him. I said, Are you serious? Because Iâll march right in there this second and tell them that youâve been smoking pot with Ross in PUBLIC. At the HOTEL. And who knows where else? And Iâll also tell them that you were standing right
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