her hand or, rather, took her hand and held it. Hannah introducedChloe to a very tall, grandfatherly gentleman, soft-spoken and modest in manner. Surely that wasnât Martyn?
Chloe had thought no more about it, except in January when Hannah asked to be driven to Bangor again because the admissions office needed to go over a couple of things.
That couldnât be the man Hannah needed to break up with. Chloe had it wrong. It couldnât be him because he was . . .
âIâm sorry, but how old is Martyn?â
Hannah studied the lilac bedspread as if the answer was written there like a cheat sheet. âSixty-two,â she said.
Chloe jumped off the bed.
âSit down. What are you getting all riled up about?â
âHannah!â Chloe couldnât sit. She could barely focus on Hannahâs aggrieved face. âPlease tell me youâre not involved with a man forty years older than you. Please.â Was Chloe the only one who thought this was gross?
âOkay,â Hannah said. Metallica segued into Nirvana. Come as you are. As a friend. âForty-four years,â she corrected Chloe.
Come as you are.
Hannah was flushed, blinking rapidly, breathing through her mouth, as if she was catching the strands of the plot on her tongue and was about to jump on her computer and write a story for the ages. âHeâs very much in love with me,â she said musically. âHeâs a widower. Heâs been very lonely. At first he told me I was just for company. He knew we couldnât last. Heâs the one who told me it wouldnât!â
âBut youâve only seen him the few times Iâve driven you to Bangor,â Chloe said dumbly. âRight? I mean . . .â
âDonât be naïve. Weâve been meeting every Tuesday at the Silver Pines Motor Court. And some Saturdays. He finishes teaching early on Tuesdays.â
Chloeâs expression must have been a sight.
â Thatâs why I didnât tell you,â Hannah said.
Where had Chloe been that she hadnât noticed Hannahâs twice-weekly disappearance? What did Hannah tell Blake abouther regularly scheduled absence from their already convoluted life? How could he not know? Chloe had been busy squirreling away her own secrets from Hannahâwhich now seemed pathetically small in comparisonâand perhaps was grateful for a few days a week when she didnât have to look away every time Hannah waxed poetic about the University of Maine they would both be attending in the fall. But what was Blakeâs excuse?
Tonight Chloe had nothing to say about Hannahâs dilemma. She remained stuck on the manâs age. He was thirteen years older than her father! Yet Hannah seemed unconcerned with this most startling detail: that she was sleeping with Cain and Abelâs uncle. Hannah sighed as if in a romance novel. âItâs very flattering to be loved like that,â she said. âSo intensely. Oh, Chloe! Do you know what itâs like to be loved so intensely?â
âOh, sure.â Chloe stared into her hands as if they loved her intensely. âQuite a situation youâve gotten yourself into, girlfriend,â she said.
âDonât you think I know that?â For a moment, Hannah looked ready to cry. Yet Chloe knew that to be false, for Hannah didnât cry. She only appeared to look to be ready to cry. Her big round eyes were permanently moist. She evaluated you before she pretended to cry, and then you loved her. That was Hannah. Always fake-crying to be loved.
âI gotta go,â Chloe said, rising from the bed. âHey, look on the bright side. My parents probably wonât let me go anyway.â
âHow is that the bright side?â said Hannah.
Chloe wanted to say she was being ironic but couldnât find her voice suddenly.
4
Paleo Flood at Red River
I T WAS DARK OUTSIDE AND HER FATHERâS BLACK D ODGE Durango was already parked