not go on vacation.â
âMartyn was going to meet us in Barcelona.â Chloe couldnât get past this one point.
âHe doesnât want me to go without him. Heâs afraid Iâm going to meet someone, have a fling. He is very jealous.â
âMartyn. Jealous.â
âSo jealous.â
âUm, does Martyn know you have a boyfriend? Maybe he can be jealous of him.â Poor Blake.
âHeâs not worried about him.â
âWell, youâre not, why should he be? So this Martyn is afraid youâll have a fling in Europe with someone other than your boyfriend?â Chloe opened her hands. âWhat kind of girl does he think you are?â
âFor once can you please be serious? I know I need to break up with him. But then where do I get the money to go?â She wrung her hands, twisted her sore and bitten fingers. The usually unruffled Hannah looked ruffled.
Chloe was afraid to ask the follow-up question. There were so many questions, she couldnât sort out their order of priority. She was thinking of Barcelona. But she was also thinking about Blake. âHannah, if youâve met someone else, why do you string Blake along? Why donât you break up with him, and do what you want?â
âDonât talk nonsense, Chloe. Did you not hear me just now when I said I was breaking up with Martyn?â
Chloe heard all right. âDo you even want to go to Barcelona?â
âMore than anything.â
âWith Blake?â
âIâd prefer to go just the two of us.â Hannah pulled Chloe in for a hug. âLike we planned. Can we talk Blake out of going?â
Chloe shrugged. âPerhaps you can talk him out of it by telling him if he goes, then your secret lover wonât give you any money for Europe.â
Hannah turned her back to Chloe.
âI thought you had money,â Chloe said after a silence. âI thought we were both saving.â
âWe were. We are. But Chloe, Iâm not you. I canât walk around in the same extra-large T-shirt. I need spring clothes, I need summer clothes.â
âWhat do you want, a new skirt or Barcelona?â
âBoth.â
âYou donât have money for both. Pick.â
âBoth!â Hannahâs back curved into a ball.
Chloe sighed, kneading her comforting palm between Hannahâs shoulder blades. âWhoâs this Martyn anyway?â
âStop joking!â
âI meanââChloe cleared her throatââhow come he has money to burn?â
âHeâs a professor. Heâs got plenty of money.â
Martyn, Martyn, Martyn. Chloe tried to remember the first names of their teachers at the Academy. In any case, Hannah said professor, not teacher. Jumping up, Hannah started to pace and talk, began to tell Chloe things she couldnât hear. It occurred to her that perhaps this was the reason she didnât know about Martyn. Hannah had told her, but Metallica was playing and through the strands of living life their way, Chloe missed it.
Hannah grabbed Chloeâs hands. âWhat am I going to do? Itâll crush him.â
âDo you want to break up with him?â
âI have to. Heâs become way too emotionally involved with me.â
âWhat about Blake?â
âWill you forget Blake? I have a real problem and you bringing him up every five seconds is not helping me.â
Chloe tried to regroup, find something else to say. âSo . . . how long has this Martyn thing been going on?â
âOctober.â
â Last October?â
âYes, since my college interview. Chloe, why are you being so obtuse? Is this on purpose? Youâre making it hard to talk to you.â
Now Chloe remembered. She had driven Hannah to Bangor for her University of Maine admission interview. Chloe had been accepted without an interview so she waited outside while Hannah went in. Hannah walked out with a man, who shook