round, and took it in with a fine dose of the dust coming in through the window, cracked open because of the heat.
âTo someone like you,â the Major started up again, âweâre all nuts, weâre ranting mad. You probably think weâre all fighting over nothing of great importance. Youâll say, âLook, your country is in ruins, and you keep fighting over nothing.â Those of us whoâve stayed on and participated in warring against the invaders of our territories feel maligned. We feel belittled when those of you who left, who have comfortable jobs, and houses with running water and electricity, somewhere else, where there is peace, speak like that. Has it ever occurred to you that some of us carry our guns, as the good everywhere must bear arms, to fight and die for justice?â
âBut what makes you think that I believe youâre fighting over nothing of great importance? Iâve said no such thing.â
âIâve met and heard many like you!â
Jeebleh chose not to answer and looked away.
The Major continued: âWeâre fighting for a worthy cause, the recovery of our territory. Weâre fighting against our oppressors, whoâre morally evil, reprehensibly blameworthy, every one of them. I see StrongmanSouth as evil for wanting to impose his wicked will on our people.â
Jeebleh knew a lot more than he was prepared to let on, knew that the Majorâs armed movement was engaged in acts equally reprehensible as those of StrongmanSouthâs militia, knew too that, as part of its policy to gain total control of the region, it had âcleansedâ its ancestral territory of those hailing from other regions. From what Jeebleh had read, the leaders of the movement to which the Major and the driver belonged condoned the killing of innocent people who belonged to other clan families with ancestral memories different from theirs. Jeebleh considered the acts of all these armed movements immoral. Even so, he doubted there was any point engaging the so-called leaders in debate.
âWhy are you here, anyway?â the Major demanded.
âJust visiting,â Jeebleh replied.
âWhoâre you visiting?â
Jeebleh took his time before responding, because he didnât like the Majorâs aggressive tone. To calm himself, he studied the early hints of darkness coming at them in waves, and enjoyed this intimation of his first night in Somalia descending. His silence made the Major more impatient; he insisted on his question. âAre you visiting anyone in particular?â
âIâm visiting my motherâs grave,â Jeebleh said quickly.
But he felt ridiculous even to himself as soon as the words had left his lips. Granted, there was no gainsaying the fact that he had intended to call at his motherâs grave, but he had planned to achieve other things during his visit, including a good air-clearing session with Bile about their unfinished business. He saw the Major and the driver exchange knowing glances; both looked at Jeebleh and then back at each other.
âDid your mother die recently?â the driver asked.
âClose to nine years ago.â
âShe died without you having seen her for years?â
Jeebleh nodded.
âAny idea where sheâs buried?â
âNone whatsoever.â
âDuring the last few years,â the driver said, âa lot of terrible things have been done both to the memory of the living and to the spirit of the dead. Iâm glad youâve come on a visit to ennoble her memory, and honor it. Even though, if I permit myself to be cynical for a moment, your mother was fortunate to die when she did. This way she was spared many of the horrors of the civil war.â
âHow will you find her grave?â asked the Major.
âI am pinning my hopes on my motherâs housekeeper and caretaker, who will most probably know where she is buried,â Jeebleh said. But, he
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