destroyed who I was.”
“Crap.”
“What did you just say?”
“Crap. You destroyed who you were when you fucked that whore.”
“You say you will give me whatever I want. Well I notice that the whore’s still working at Tie Me Down. Give me what I want and get the bitch fired.”
“She’s Tabby’s responsibility.”
“Get me what I want Linc. And at the moment that’s all I need.”
Nodding his head I know he will do it.
“You’re wrong Cassie.” This is said with such sorrow that a vice clamps round my heart.
“Wrong about what?”
“About the doctor not destroying who I am. In all of my thirty two years, Cassie. Did I ever think I had a problem with my little swimmers?”
The lost look on his face has me going over to him. Where I place my hand over his heart. “Linc it’s not the swimmers that make you who you are. It’s what’s here,” patting his heart. “And what’s here,” moving my hand to his bald head. “What is here?” This time I cup his dick, squeezing him tight through the cotton, feeling him getting hard. “This makes me happy. Because of what you can do with it when it’s inside me.”
Linc’s intentions show clearly on his face, lifting his hands to my face, he bends his own. He is doing his thing. He is going to kiss me. Before I can let him take the kiss, I step back.
“If I take you back Linc it’s not going to be easy. Also, it’s not going be the same. Things need to change. I love you and sometimes I wish I did not” Watching his face closely, I see the hurt in his eyes. Over the last six weeks I have hurt Linc in small ways. Ways that count to him and maybe one day I will take that pain away. But not yet.
“OK Cass, we do this your way for now.”
My eyes raise to the ceiling at his statement. As I begin to tell Linc what it that I want, I watch his face.
“I want a baby Linc.”
“Cass?”
“Listen. I want a baby. But for so many reasons now is not the time. Having a baby now will not make the pain go away. I also think that trying for a baby will only add more stress and that’s not healthy for either of us.” This is something I have thought long and hard about. I refuse to give up on my dream. I’ll just have to put my dreams on the shelf for a little longer.
What I am about to say to Linc is going to be painful. His masculinity is his vanity. “I want a baby Linc and when we’re ready. We will have one. There’s more than one way to have a child. If it comes naturally, then we’re one of the lucky ones. If not.”
This time I give a roll of my shoulders, as if to say it is not a big deal. “We can look into IVF or adoption. And you have to come to the counseling sessions with me.”
Chapter 6
Cassie is beautiful. Even more so when she is riled. I want to step closer to her. To take her in my arms. Hold on to her and let her know that everything is going to be OK. I want to come home and I am going to agree to whatever it is she wants.
Getting rid of the stripper will not be a problem. Maybe I should have done it sooner. The baby thing. I am not too sure about. Do I really want to go to counseling? I have repeatedly said I am sorry over what happened back at the club. I refuse to say it again.
“OK Cassie we do it your way. I’ll speak to Tabby about firing the stripper. And when you’re ready for the baby. We will take it from there.” Taking her hands into mine, I pull her body close to mine, molding her frame into my larger one. The pressure of her breasts as they push against my body has me hard. Unable to resist, I smell her hair as I take hold of her face in my hands, to lay a swiping kiss across her plump lips.
Five days without touching this luscious body has me letting go of her face to drop my arms down to her sides. Swiftly, I glide my hands under the top she is wearing, seeking my bounty. And when my hands
“Crap.”
“What did you just say?”
“Crap. You destroyed who you were when you fucked that whore.”
“You say you will give me whatever I want. Well I notice that the whore’s still working at Tie Me Down. Give me what I want and get the bitch fired.”
“She’s Tabby’s responsibility.”
“Get me what I want Linc. And at the moment that’s all I need.”
Nodding his head I know he will do it.
“You’re wrong Cassie.” This is said with such sorrow that a vice clamps round my heart.
“Wrong about what?”
“About the doctor not destroying who I am. In all of my thirty two years, Cassie. Did I ever think I had a problem with my little swimmers?”
The lost look on his face has me going over to him. Where I place my hand over his heart. “Linc it’s not the swimmers that make you who you are. It’s what’s here,” patting his heart. “And what’s here,” moving my hand to his bald head. “What is here?” This time I cup his dick, squeezing him tight through the cotton, feeling him getting hard. “This makes me happy. Because of what you can do with it when it’s inside me.”
Linc’s intentions show clearly on his face, lifting his hands to my face, he bends his own. He is doing his thing. He is going to kiss me. Before I can let him take the kiss, I step back.
“If I take you back Linc it’s not going to be easy. Also, it’s not going be the same. Things need to change. I love you and sometimes I wish I did not” Watching his face closely, I see the hurt in his eyes. Over the last six weeks I have hurt Linc in small ways. Ways that count to him and maybe one day I will take that pain away. But not yet.
“OK Cass, we do this your way for now.”
My eyes raise to the ceiling at his statement. As I begin to tell Linc what it that I want, I watch his face.
“I want a baby Linc.”
“Cass?”
“Listen. I want a baby. But for so many reasons now is not the time. Having a baby now will not make the pain go away. I also think that trying for a baby will only add more stress and that’s not healthy for either of us.” This is something I have thought long and hard about. I refuse to give up on my dream. I’ll just have to put my dreams on the shelf for a little longer.
What I am about to say to Linc is going to be painful. His masculinity is his vanity. “I want a baby Linc and when we’re ready. We will have one. There’s more than one way to have a child. If it comes naturally, then we’re one of the lucky ones. If not.”
This time I give a roll of my shoulders, as if to say it is not a big deal. “We can look into IVF or adoption. And you have to come to the counseling sessions with me.”
Chapter 6
Cassie is beautiful. Even more so when she is riled. I want to step closer to her. To take her in my arms. Hold on to her and let her know that everything is going to be OK. I want to come home and I am going to agree to whatever it is she wants.
Getting rid of the stripper will not be a problem. Maybe I should have done it sooner. The baby thing. I am not too sure about. Do I really want to go to counseling? I have repeatedly said I am sorry over what happened back at the club. I refuse to say it again.
“OK Cassie we do it your way. I’ll speak to Tabby about firing the stripper. And when you’re ready for the baby. We will take it from there.” Taking her hands into mine, I pull her body close to mine, molding her frame into my larger one. The pressure of her breasts as they push against my body has me hard. Unable to resist, I smell her hair as I take hold of her face in my hands, to lay a swiping kiss across her plump lips.
Five days without touching this luscious body has me letting go of her face to drop my arms down to her sides. Swiftly, I glide my hands under the top she is wearing, seeking my bounty. And when my hands
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