music?â
My dad looked surprised.
âSure,â he said.
So my dad took Agnes to look through our music.
I got my best stationery
and I sharpened a pencil.
Then I sat down at the kitchen table.
And I wrote a letter to Bibi.
I wrote:
Yesterday Mom bought me new pants.
So I will have them for school.
Theyâre too big.
Nobody here can sew except for you.
And you left.
So I have to wear a belt.
Here is a picture of me in my too-big pants.
And here is a picture of calm Agnes on our sofa.
I miss you every single day. I really do.
And I love you a million trillion.
Love,
Eleanor
I didnât want Agnes to see my letter.
Because it was private.
And she might feel funny.
Since I wrote about her.
So I folded it up right away
and pushed it in an envelope
and wrote my return address in the corner.
Just like we did in second grade.
Then I went to find my dad,
to get Bibiâs address.
He was standing with Agnes by the stereo.
They were singing a Beatles song.
My dad does not sing very well.
But Agnes from upstairs sounded beautiful.
My dad smiled at me.
âWant to sing with us?â he asked.
âNo thanks,â I said.
âI need Bibiâs address.â
So my dad got Bibiâs address
while Agnes sang.
I liked listening to Agnes sing.
But I was ready for her to go home.
Finally,
as she went upstairs with her mom,
I went downstairs with my dad.
And I mailed my letter to Bibi.
As soon as my mom came home I told her,
âI wrote a letter to Bibi.â
âThatâs nice,â she said.
But I could tell she wasnât really listening.
She sat down on the couch
and patted the space next to her.
So I sat down beside her.
âI have to go back to work soon,â she said.
âWe need to find someone to help us.
Someone to be with you during the daytime
until the end of summer
and then pick you up from school
when third grade starts.â
âI donât want a new babysitter,â I said.
âI understand that,â my mom said.
âI really do.
But we donât have a choice.
Your dad and I both work.â
âI could stay by myself,â I said.
âNo,â my mom said.
âYou really couldnât.â
I knew that.
But still.
âI wonât like anyone else,â I said.
âI understand,â my mom said.
âNo one in the world
is as good as Bibi,â I said.
âI know,â my mom said.
âBut maybe we can find someone
who is not too terrible.
I heard about someone named Natalie.
Maybe we could try her out.â
âDo we have to?â I asked.
âWe have to,â my mom said.
âFine,â I said.
But I didnât like it.
Natalie came over that very afternoon.
âYou keep inviting people without asking me,â
I told my dad.
But he wasnât listening.
He was opening the door for Natalie.
Natalie didnât look anything like Bibi.
She looked much younger.
She had a ponytail.
Bibi did not have a ponytail.
Natalie wore jeans.
Bibi never wore jeans.
Natalie smiled at me.
I smiled back a little.
But not a lot.
âYou must be Eleanor,â Natalie said.
âYes,â I said.
Then I said,
âDonât ever call me Ellie. Please.â
Because Bibi likes to call me Ellie.
âI wonât,â Natalie said.
âIf you donât want me to.
I promise.â
Then my dad said,
âWhy donât you show Natalie your board games?â
So I showed Natalie our board games.
âI need to warn you about something,â she said.
She looked very serious.
âIâm very good at board games,â she said.
âYou might be able to beat me.
But it will be hard.â
âDonât worry,â I said.
âIâm good, too.â
I am good at board games.
Bibi says she used to let me win,
but now I win all by myself.
I even win the games that are just about luck
and donât take any