like her father's carriage.
A bit too much like her father's carriage. That ceremonial vehicle stood yet in the coach
house, only used on Sundays and for funerals. Enclosed and dark and set a little away
from the stables, as it had always been, left to quiet and seclusion each week after the
wheels had been cleaned of mud and the seats brushed down.
She stared out at the slowly passing shapes of trees and hedges, all blue-white and
black under the rising moon. Not for a long time had she thought about her father's
carriage as anything more than the conveyance that she and Hermione, and now Lord and
Lady Shelford, mounted inside to drive to church. But tonight, in a different carriage,
with the thought and scent and touch of Trevelyan d'Augustin all about her, that other
memory rose vivid and inescapable.
It was Trev who had first perceived the commodious possibilities of the coach. It was
not something Callie would have considered. But then, she had not been considering
anything very rationally at the time. She had been so in love, and so besieged by the
sensations he could evoke just by glancing down at her with that faint perceptive smile at
the corner of his mouth—one of the peahens in the yard would have been more likely to
hold a sensible exchange on the matter of where they might safely meet.
His kisses she had already experienced. She was an authority on the topic. Trev said so.
He said her kisses made him feel as if he were dying, which she had taken as a
compliment, because his made her feel exactly the same way, and it was indeed a great
deal like dying, or disintegrating, or falling down some infinite well that had no name but
led somewhere that she was sure she had to go.
It had led, in fact, into her father's carriage. Even now, years later, she moistened her
lips and closed her eyes and put her gloved fingers to her mouth at the thought of the dim
coach interior, lit only by a thin line of daylight that fell down from some high window
and through the curtains, a streak of brightness across the red velvet seats. And silence,
but for his breath at her ear and throat, and the little noises she made as he touched her.
Protest and pleasure and fear almost to panic that someone would discover them, but
when he had kissed her there and even there, his tongue and teeth on her breast, tugging
through her gown, she had gasped and clung to his shoulders and begged with tiny
whimpers.
He'd sat up a little, his hair all mussed in the dusky light, looking as if he could not
remember who he was. Then he had freed the buttons on his trousers and guided her
hand, kissing the side of her neck. When she touched him, he shuddered and bruised her
skin as he closed his teeth. A low sound in his throat seemed to make sparks shower
down through her whole body.
She arched up against him, pressed and tangled as they were on the seat, his leg over
hers and her skirt all askew. She felt his hard man's part slide against her thigh, their
fingers twisted together over it, as if both of them searched and prevented at once. She
wanted him closer and pushed him away, frightened and seeking for more.
As she pressed her legs together, he worked his fingers inside her, finding a place that
made her sob with smothered pleasure. She'd tried to suppress the sounds that came from
her throat, but he kissed her breasts again and thrust his fingers deeper, growling in his
chest as he drew a half cry from her, delight and confusion and desperation, wanting and
wanting and pushing herself up to meet his hand. She could hear herself panting, and
him, their breath coming harder, mingling and rising until she felt a wave of such intense
pleasure burst through her that she did cry out, forgetting everything but him. He rose
over her, pressing himself hard into that intimate place, not his hand now but the thick
head of his erection pushing for entry.
" Callista!"
The sound of her father's voice seemed to echo