shared their quarters with a group of eighteen- and nineteen-year-old nurses, who slept, like them, in shifts on the floor or on tables. âBetween the eleven of themâ, Chekrizov exasperatedly noted, âonly one has a blanket. For us itâs the same, though at least we have coats. Itâs only our fourth day, but theyâve been here for a month and a half . . . Could headquarters really not put them up somewhere better?â On 11 September he experienced bombing for the first time, and was startled at the fear and bewilderment on peopleâs faces â âIt was interesting, like looking into a mirror. Did mine really look the same?â Two of his team â boys in their late teens, who a few days earlier had been swigging cognac and bragging âpartisan-styleâ to the nurses â were seriously injured in the attack, and one died overnight. Chekrizov accompanied the body back to Leningrad:
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At the factory the news was met with indifference, brushed aside. They wouldnât even let us set up his coffin there, so we took it home to his family. Their room is very small; even without the coffin there wasnât space to turn around. They buried him today. I wanted to go to the burial, but I couldnât bear it â or more precisely, I couldnât face his mother again. She is completely grief-stricken. Better not to see tears.
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Back at the front, the confusion was worse than ever. âCommunications with Pushkin have been lostâ, Chekrizov wrote on the 16th. âWe went to Shushary, which is where our mobile gun emplacements are supposed to be going, but weâve got nothing to transport them with, and we donât know what to do with them. The situation is the same all the way up the line.â At headquarters, where he went to plead for vehicles, âten people seemed to be trying to solve every problemâ:
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My impression is that theyâre mostly just ordinary bureaucrats in military uniform. Yesterday Iâd finally had enough. I told them they were a mess. I suspect that many of them secretly agreed with me . . . Hereâs an example, something that actually happened in Pavlovsk. The lorry drivers delivering parts to us have to fill out consignment forms, each with a number of sections, just like in the city. The transport manager warned me that it all had to be done correctly, and that one particular driver was inexperienced and needed help. Completing his form took thirty minutes, and this on the front! Oh how we worship paper! The Germans probably have a simpler process for all of this . . .
The rear is full of staff officers of every rank. Everyone runs around looking anxious. Iâm sure a good half of them do nothing. Yes, in terms of leadership our army turns out to be rather weak. Thereâs plenty of disorganisation in the factories, but itâs ten times worse here . . . Will they never sort themselves out? 7
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While Chekrizov struggled to construct his soon-to-be-overrun pillboxes, a few miles away twenty-eight-year-old Anna Zelenova, a serious young woman with round spectacles, a pugnacious snub nose and hair cut in an emancipated bob, was organising the final evacuation of Tsar Paulâs domed and colonnaded Pavlovsk Palace. It was a time, she remembered, âof incredible hurry. The windows of the palace had been boarded up. There was no electricity so we worked by candlelight, or burned ropes and twists of paper.â Having loaded what turned out to be her last lorry to Leningrad, she dashed inside for a final check of the library:
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I went downstairs and ran along the desks and the cabinets, opening all the doors. And in the last cupboard I saw some portfolios. I opened one and went numb. Here were all [the architect] Rossiâs original plans. Then I opened the biggest one and circles danced in front of my eyes. Here were all Cameronâs drawings â and Gonzagoâs,