so proud of you! Thatâs great news, it really is.â
âSo you really think itâs a good opportunity? I know we talked about it, but they didnât even give me a chance to decide. She just assumed that Iâd want the job.â
âItâs an amazing opportunity. Fashion isnât the worst thing on earth â maybe itâll even be interesting.â
I rolled my eyes.
âOK, so maybe thatâs going a little far. But with
Runway
on your résumé and a letter from this Miranda woman, and maybe even a few clips by the time youâre done, hell, you can do anything.
The New Yorker
will be beating down your door.â
âI hope youâre right, I really do.â I jumped up and starting throwing my things in my backpack. âIs it still OK if I borrow your car? The sooner I get home, the sooner I can get back. Not that it really matters, because Iâm
moving to New York
. Itâs official!â
Since Alex went home to Westchester twice a week to babysit his little brother when his mom had to work late, his mom had given him her old car to keep in the city. But he wouldnât be needing it until Tuesday, and Iâd be back before then. I had been planning to go home that weekend anyway, and now Iâd have some good news to bring with me.
âSure. No problem. Itâs in a spot about a half-block down on Grand Street. The keys are on the kitchen table. Call me when you get there, OK?â
âWill do. Sure you donât want to come? Thereâll be great food â you know my mom orders in only the best.â
âSounds tempting. You know I would, but I organized some of the younger teachers to get together tomorrow night for happy hour. Thought it might help us all work as a team. I really canât miss it.â
âGoddamn do-gooder. Always doing good, spreading good cheer wherever you go. Iâd hate you if I didnât love you so much.â I leaned over and kissed him good-bye.
I found his little green Jetta on the first try and only spent twenty minutes trying to find the parkway that would take me to 95 North, which was wide open. It was a freezing day for November; the temperature was in the midthirties, and there were slick frozen patches on the back roads. But the sun was out, the kind of winter glare that causes unaccustomed eyes to tear and squint, and the air felt clean and cold in my lungs. I rode the entire way with the window rolled down, listening to the âAlmost Famousâ soundtrack on repeat. I worked my damp hair into a ponytail with one hand to keep it from flying in my eyes, and blew on my hands to keep them warm, or at least warm enough to grip the steering wheel. Only six months out of college, and my life was on the verge of bursting forward. Miranda Priestly, a stranger until yesterday but a powerful woman indeed, had handpicked me to join her magazine. Now I had a concrete reason to leave Connecticut and move â all on my own, as a real adult would â to Manhattan and make it my home. As I pulled into the driveway of my childhood house, sheer exhilaration took over. My cheeks looked red and windburned in the rearview mirror, and my hair was flying wildly about. There was no makeup on my face, and my jeans were dirty around the bottom from trudging through the city slush. But at that moment, I felt beautiful. Natural and cold and clean and crisp, I threw open the front door and called out for my mother. It was the last time in my life I remember feeling so light.
âA week? Honey, I just donât see how youâre going to start work in a week,â my mother said, stirring her tea with a spoon. We were sitting at the kitchen table in our usual spots, my mother drinking her usual decaf tea with SweetâN Low, me with my usual mug of English Breakfast and sugar. Even though I hadnât lived at home in four years, all it took was an oversize mug of microwaved tea and a couple