reckless. âYou canât honestly pretend that you werenât a little bit scared.â
January gave me a bemused look that might or might not have been genuine, a knowing glint flickering in the depths of her placid blue eyes. âFlynn, havenât you figured it out by now? Iâm not scared of anything.â
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The next day at school I learned that Wilkerson and Moses had wasted no time in following up on the names Iâd given them: At least five of Januaryâs closest friends came up to me in the halls to tell me theyâd received visits from the cops the night before. None of them knew anything, just as Iâd surmised, and most of them tried to pump me for more information. The only person Iâd held out any real hope of Januaryâs having confided in was Tiana Hughes, her best friend andânot coincidentallyâMicahâs girlfriend.
I caught Tiana at her locker after first period, where she was trying to fix the hinge on a heart-shaped locket that Micah had given her for their two-month anniversary the previous summer. She seemed to sense my arrival because, without even looking up from what she was doing, she groused, âThis fucking heart keeps breaking and itâs starting to make me homicidal.â
âI hope thatâs no reflection on the state of your relationship,â I said, and she smirked.
âPlease. Itâll take way more than Micahâs questionable taste in jewelry to drive us apart,â Tiana said, âalthough you might want to tell him, for future reference, that just because somethingâs an antique doesnât mean it isnât also a piece of crap.â Giving up, she tossed the necklace into her locker and slammed the door shut. Then she turned to face me for the first time, her brown eyes wide and frank. âDude.â
With just that one word, I knew the cops had spoken to her as well. Without any real hope, I asked, âYou donât happen to know where she is, do you?â
âNo.â Tiana tossed her hands up and let them drop to her sides. âDo you?â When I shook my head, she bit her lip, looked away, and then met my eyes again, her brow furrowed worriedly. âFlynn ⦠how freaked should I be here? Honestly.â
The fact that she even had to ask sort of upped the Freak-Out Quotient automatically for me. âThe cops told me they think sheâs probably, like, hiding out somewhere, trying to scare Tammy and Jonathan. I mean, it kinda sounds like her, doesnât it?â I received a noncommittal hitch of one shoulder from Tiana, and continued, meekly, âI thought maybe she mightâve talked about it with you.â
âShe didnât, or Iâd have told her it was a stupid-ass idea,â Tiana replied in a level tone, and she was clearly being honest. The girl was not exactly known for keeping her opinions to herself for the sake of diplomacy.
âWhen is the last time you talked to her?â
Shifting her weight unhappily, Tiana made a strange face. âI donât know. Maybe a couple of weeks ago?â
âWhat, did your iPhones melt down from overuse or something?â I asked, only half kidding. January and Tiana sort of famously couldnât last five whole minutes without one of them texting the other; January once drowned a phone in the shower because she was trying to write Tiana something sheâd forgotten to tell her when theyâd been Skyping ten minutes previously. âI thought you guys talked, like, constantly!â
Tiana shifted again, and her strange expression became more pronounced, a mingling of unhappiness, embarrassment, and vulnerability. I had never seen Tianaâa girl who once chased a guy built like a linebacker across a Burger King parking lot, loudly and publicly denouncing him as a dick for knocking the cup of change out of a homeless manâs handâlook the least bit vulnerable.