maddie:
sheâs right, tho. if yr gonna have sex with someone, you should be able to talk to them about it.
zoegirl:
and another hot tip: she said to consider the use of âlubricants,â but never vaseline.
zoegirl:
am i really going to be using ⦠lubricants?
mad maddie:
i dunno. r u?
zoegirl:
AND she asked me if iâd had any abortions, and if so, how many.
zoegirl:
iâm 17! are there really 17-year-olds out there whoâve had multiple abortions?
mad maddie:
iâm sure there are. depressing, isnât it?
zoegirl:
angela and i saw this one couple out in the waiting room. they were about our age, and the guy was holding the girlâs hand and she was crying. it made me wonder if ⦠you know. if that was what she was there for.
mad maddie:
at least the guy came with her
zoegirl:
true
mad maddie:
but yr not gonna get preggo, cuz yr going on the pill.
zoegirl:
right. RIGHT. i start the first sunday after my next period, which should be in a week or so. and once iâve started, weâre supposed to wait a month to be safe.
mad maddie:
youâve waited this long, whatâs another month?
zoegirl:
well, thatâs kind of how i feel, to tell you the truth.
zoegirl:
my counselor-lady said there might be side effects that come with taking the pill, like weight gain, moodiness, and âspotty darkening of the skin.â doesnât that sound lovely?
mad maddie:
lucky u
zoegirl:
i told angela that part, and she turned pale. she was all, âwhy is it always the girls who get stuckwith this crap? why canât the GUYS get spotty darkening of the skin?!â
mad maddie:
ah, angela, how i love her
mad maddie:
alexis winthrop came up to me today and asked if it was true that sheâs after doug, btw.
zoegirl:
oh great
mad maddie:
i told her no, of course
zoegirl:
i donât understand. itâs like 1 little seed got planted, and now itâs growing into this huge thing.
mad maddie:
ppl like gossip, especially when itâs something bad.
zoegirl:
not me! angela and i made a pact that if anyone says anything, weâre just gonna ignore it.
mad maddie:
it doesnât bother you?
zoegirl:
are you kidding?
zoegirl:
i asked kristin point blank if she talked about angela and doug with anyone else, and she swore up and down that the only comment she made was that one to me.
mad maddie:
what about paige? did you ask her about it?
zoegirl:
no. i almost did, but sitting there in english during the actual moment, i felt too ridiculous.
zoegirl:
itâs all so stupid, i figured just let it go.
mad maddie:
makes sense.
zoegirl:
you DO know i didnât say any of that stuff, right? about angela flirting with doug?
mad maddie:
zoe, of course i know that
zoegirl:
i mean, i might have *thought* she was being flirty, just for a sec. but i never said so out loud.
mad maddie:
i know
mad maddie:
iâve noticed she HAS toned down the flirtation, tho. like today, she basically ignored him.
zoegirl:
yeah, i noticed that too. part of me feels bad, but part of meâs glad.
zoegirl:
although what am i saying? sheâs going out with logan, for heavenâs sake.
mad maddie:
oh, right, heâs a great deterrent
Sat, Feb 11, 11:01 AM , E . S . T .
SnowAngel:
ok, little miss nosy pants. i have a list for you of all the reasons logan is so wonderful.
mad maddie:
hey, i never said logan wasnât wonderful. iâm just not convinced heâs wonderful for YOU.
SnowAngel:
*clears throat and shakes out piece of paper*
SnowAngel:
Number 1. he loves me and always wants to be with me, even more than with his friends.
mad maddie:
can u say âsmotherâ?
SnowAngel:
Number 2. he downloads songs onto my iPod and makes romantic playlists.
mad maddie:
very sweet, i admit. have you ever made HIM romantic playlists?
SnowAngel:
Number 3. heâs extremely cute. even you canât deny that!
mad maddie:
i never have! altho no more Hard Rock Cafe shirts. cld u tell him that, plz? no more