credit, okay?â
It was Nealyâs turn to deflate. âYouâre right, Emmie. Iâm sorry. Do what you think is right. I think I might know a jockey for you. He isnât a jockey yet, but I wouldnât be a bit surprised if the young man I have in mind is the answer to your prayers. Heâll be here shortly. Iâm going to be staying on for a while to train him.â
âYouâre staying!â Emmie exclaimed. Her face wore a mixture of expressions Hatch couldnât define.
The grinding in Hatchâs stomach picked up its tempo.
âIs that going to be a problem, Emmie?â Nealy asked quietly as she correctly interpreted the look on her daughterâs face.
âNo. As long as you donât interfere with the way I do things. I have a system, Mom, and it isnât like yours. Things arenât the same around here since you left. Smitty is gone, but her replacement is just as good. We have a new housekeeper, and Gabby has a nanny who lives in. I donât go to bed at eight oâclock and get up at four like you did. I have reliable, dependable help I can count on. I have a life outside the farm.â
âI see,â Nealy said, actually seeing more than she had bargained for. âNo, Emmie, I wonât interfere.â Nealy turned to Hatch, her eyes bright with tears. âI guess itâs true, you canât go home again no matter how much you love that home,â she whispered so that only her husband could hear the words. Hatch draped his arm around her shoulders in a comforting gesture as they made their way up to the house.
In the kitchen, Nealy looked around. It was different, as was the person standing at the stove. She felt uncertain, unwanted, and out of place when she walked over to the counter where the coffeepot stood. It was empty. She was about to reach up into the cabinet for the coffee can when the housekeeper fixed her with a steely glare. âWhat is it you want, maâam, and might I ask who you are, walking into my kitchen?â
Nealy bristled. âI was going to make some coffee. Iâm Emmieâs mother and I own this place. This is my husband Hatch, Mrs. Zoloff, and Iâm Nealy. Weâre going to be staying on for a while.â
âIâll make you some coffee, maâam. I donât like people being in my kitchen when Iâm working. You can sit in the dining room, and Iâll fetch the coffee when itâs ready.â
Nealy nodded as she backed out of the kitchen. âI think weâll wait on the front porch instead.â
On the porch, settled in Maudâs old rocker, Nealy drew her knees up to her chest. âThis isnât going to work, is it, Hatch?â She stared off into the distance, her shoulders shaking.
âI donât know, Nealy. Things seem to be a bit different. We talked about this when you turned the farm over to Emmie. Are you thinking you made a mistake in coming back here, honey?â
Nealy looked at the wilted geraniums in their white baskets. Most of the leaves were yellow, and even from where she was sitting, she could tell the soil was dry. Smitty had always watered the plants when she forgot. She looked around. The porch was dirty, in need of a good scrubbing. Even the chair she was sitting on was dirty. She fought the urge to cry. âThatâs exactly what Iâm thinking. Obviously, Emmie isnât overworked although she looks tired to me. She doesnât run around the way I remember. The truth is, she trudges. Itâs almost like sheâs in pain or something. Why didnât she water these plants? I guess âthis lifeâ she has doesnât include such mundane things as watering plants. The porch needs painting. So do all the windows. Itâs only been a year, Hatch. I feel . . . betrayed. Is that the right word?â
âNealy, maybe the porch, the flowers, the cleaning, and the painting arenât as important to Emmie as
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