and rigid, but at least Rhoda didnât pull away again. âI know itâs hard. Thatâs probably how Rachel and Kathy Ann feel about you.â
âThem?â Rhoda dismissed the mention of their two youngest sisters with a sniff.
âDonât you think they envy you, starting your rumspringa?â
Rhoda considered. âMaybe. But nobodyâs telling them they have to be good, and be careful, and donât draw attention, and donât do anything to embarrass Louise.â
A wave of sympathy rippled through Katie. Mamm loved all five of her daughters, but she had trouble showing that love when they werenât doing what she wanted. Katie had felt the same way Rhoda did only too often herself.
âKomm, now.â She put an arm around Rhodaâs shoulders. âThatâs only Mamm worrying. You know that.â
âMaybe.â Rhodaâs voice wavered a bit. âBut she said Iâd have to stay with you, and now you donât want me, either.â
Careful. She was responsible for her little sister, and she didnât want to make a mistake. âWhy would you say that?â
âYou hardly said a word to me all through supper,â Rhoda pointed out. âAnd you looked like you were a million miles away.â
Not a million miles. Just down in Calebâs shop, feeling that astonishing warmth between them. Warmth that had turned too quickly to ice when heâd said what he did about her sister.
âAch, you mustnât mind me.â Katie tried to make her tone light. âSince I moved into the apartment Iâve been so busy getting the shop ready to open, I havenât thought about anything else. I guess Iâve gotten into the habit of being quiet. Itâs not that I donât want you here, thatâs certain-sure.â
Rhoda looked at her as if measuring the truth of what she said. She must have been convincing, because Rhodaâs heart-shaped face relaxed a little. âYouâre sure?â
âJa, I am.â
âIt seems like a fine place to be.â Rhodaâs gesture seemed to take in the four-room apartment. âIâd love to live like this, having my own place right above the street where you can look out and see whatâs happening if you want. Or be quiet if you want. With Rachel and Kathy Ann around, I donât get enough peace to think for a minute.â
Katie decided to ignore the comment about their little sisters, who were a bit noisy, come to think of it. âThe apartment is nice.â She couldnât deny that she enjoyed having a place of her own, even if it was only rented from Bishop Mose. âI can concentrate on the shop for now. But you know, I found it was getting a little lonely, too. Now that youâre here, I donât have to worry about that.â
âAre you sure?â Some of Rhodaâs natural liveliness came back into her face.
âIâm sure.â She gave her little sister a hug. âItâs early yet. Komm, letâs walk down to the corner and get an ice cream for our dessert. To celebrate our first day in the shop together and having you here with me.â She needed to know what Rhoda had done that had so upset Mamm, but tonight wasnât the time to ask. Tonight sheâd just try to cement their relationship.
âYou mean it?â Rhoda loved ice cream, but it was a rare treat at home, unless Daad got out the old ice-cream maker when the berries were ripe.
âIâll tell you a secret,â Katie said, gathering her keys and money. âHaving an ice-cream cone might be the best thing about living in town.â
Rhoda giggled. âIâll take ice cream over another talk about Louiseâs dower chest anytime. I guess Mamm has to be excited about it, being the first wedding that reallyââ She stopped, looking stricken. âI meanââ
âItâs all right.â Katie managed a smile and hoped it was