from around the world. Human maps that have been treated with a special kind of wax to be able to survive underwater. There is even an entire stack of drawers dedicated to treasure maps. My ancestors had a knack for talking pirates out of their secrets, and as a mergirl I dreamed of seeking out those buried boxes of gold and gems.
The most impressive element in the room, however, is the wall opposite the door. It is covered in a giant mosaic map of the worldâs oceans. The Atlantic is in the center of the map, with the ten kingdoms of the Western Atlantic marked by borders in the colors of each kingdom. Glacialis, far to the north, is drawn in white. Marbella Nova is a yellow-rimmed kidney bean in the south. Acropora is marked in red. Thalassinia, in the very center, is outlined in bright royal blue.
Beyond the Western Atlantic are countless other kingdoms: in the Eastern and Southern Atlantic another fifteen kingdoms; too many to memorize in the different parts of the Pacific; and a few in the Indian Ocean. And that doesnât even include those lake and river kingdoms that are landlocked on the seven continents. Well, not Antarcticaâsolid ice is no place for a mermaidâbut the other six, anyway.
So many different kingdoms, so many different problems. And I never thought much beyond the concerns of my own shores. I canât believe Iâve been this . . . self-centered.
Iâm ashamed that I have let myself be so disconnected from my people and my kin. Just because Thalassinia has been spared environmental catastrophe so far doesnât mean we always will be. And it doesnât mean I can bury my head in the sand and ignore whatâs happening in other parts of my world.
I sense Tellin entering the room before he speaks.
âIt was worth a try.â
I donât turn around.
âYou were right,â I say, floating up to the center of the map. âI was a fool to believe it would be that easy.â
I trace my fingertips over the southern border of Thalassinia, where it meets the bright-red border of Acropora.
He swims up next to me. âNothing this important is ever easy.â He covers my hand with his, and together we trace our shared border. âBut that doesnât mean we give up.â
âI justââ I pull my hand away and float down to the floor. âI never realized how bad things were getting.â
âHow could you have known?â
âI could have been here; I could have taken up my duties sooner.â I can feel the tears stinging at my eyes, but I canât stop them. âI could have been helping, instead of playing at being human.â
Tellin sinks down next to me and wraps an arm around my shoulders. âBut you are human,â he says, giving me a squeeze. âHalf, anyway. You werenât playing, you were finding yourself.â
âBut what if Iââ
âYou could not have known,â a booming voice interrupts. Daddy lingers in the doorway, as if he does not wish to intrude on our moment.
âWhat do you mean?â I ask, swimming out of Tellinâs hug. I donât want Daddyâor anyoneâgetting the wrong impression that my heart lies anywhere but with Quince.
âI mean,â Daddy says, âthat I kept the concerns of the mer world from you. I did not wish them to influence your decision.â
I just stare at him, confused.
âYou have your motherâs compassion,â he says with a smile thatâs just a little sad at the edges, âand her sense of justice. I wanted you to make the choices that were best for you , not only for your people.â
âIââ This shouldnât come as a shock. Even when I was considering signing my title away to be with Quince on land, Daddy supported me without hesitation. Of course he wouldnât want the plight of my peopleâof my mer kinâto influence that choice. That doesnât mean I think he was