close . . .”
Lacey waved her hand in the air. “I can stil get my master’s.
You make it sound like my whole life is over just because I’m
taking some time off.”
“Are you though? Just taking some time off? You’ve
changed so much, Lacey.”
“Have I? I think I’m stil the same. Maybe I’m not the way you
want me to be and you don’t like that.”
“No, that’s not it at al .”
“Isn’t it?” Lacey put her elbows on the countertop and
leaned forward. “Look, Ava. I love you. We’ve been best
friends forever—we’re so close we’re like sisters. But we both
have to grow up. I know you like your life orderly, where
nothing ever changes. But everything evolves—including
relationships and people. Life comes along and we have to
rol with it. I had a chance at adventure and I grabbed it.
There’s nothing wrong with that.”
“Of course not.” She made Ava sound selfish. Was she?
She hadn’t thought so. She was just worried about her best
friend.
“And I’m thril ed you’re here and experiencing my new life
with me. Maybe it’l —I don’t know—take you out of your
regimented lifestyle and teach you how to bend a little.”
“Excuse me?”
Lacey laid her hand over Ava’s. “You like your life the way it
is, the way it’s always been, where you fol ow the same
pattern that’s been laid out for you your entire life. You’re very .
. . control ed.”
“What? I am not.”
Lacey laughed. “Yes, you are. You have to be in charge.
That’s not a bad thing. It’s just the way you are and always
have been. You like everything orderly and in a way that you
can control it. I used to be the same way. And it worked fine for
me for a while, but now it doesn’t. After I met Bo I realized how
much I was missing—how much life I was missing. Now I want
something different. I want this life. Maybe later, I don’t know.
And maybe this wil give you a chance to experience
something unique and new and who knows what wil happen
to you because of it. It’s a chance to let your hair down a little
—get a little messy. Give up a little of your control. You could
use it.”
Now Ava felt like she was defending her own life and her
own choices. “There’s nothing wrong with my life. I’m doing
exactly what I’ve always wanted to do.”
“Of course you are. School, more school, and becoming a
social worker. You have a flowchart with every step—every
day, every month, every year—mapped out so you know
exactly where you’re going. No deviations. I know it’s what
you’ve wanted forever. But it’s okay to step away from
academia now and then and experience a different side of
life, Ava. There’s a whole real life out here that’s not in
textbooks.”
Ava blew out a breath, tried to hold in her irritation. “Of
course there is. I know that.”
Lacey smiled. “Good. Then let’s just have fun this week.”
Lacey made it sound so simple, when Ava knew it wasn’t.
Lacey hadn’t just decided to go on vacation, or even
sabbatical. She’d tossed everything about her life into the
trash to do . . . what exactly? Hang with a biker? Did she even
have a job?
Lacey had planned on becoming a psychologist. She
wanted to help people. Her entire life had been focused on
her studies. Her goal was her career, her future. Just like
Ava’s had always been.
And then just like that she’d tossed it al away. Years of
education, the momentum of undergraduate and graduate
school. Lacey was going to be so far behind now. Ava just
couldn’t fathom it. Not the Lacey she knew.
But this Lacey didn’t want to talk about school or what she’d
given up. This Lacey only wanted to have fun.
It was a lifestyle Ava simply couldn’t comprehend. And that’s
why she was here, to see if she could figure out what the lure
was that would account for Lacey tossing aside her education
in favor of a romance with a biker.
And maybe, just maybe, convince her